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First, I am a son of the Low Country,
a child of the South.

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I'm polite, courteous, chivalrous.

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I open doors.

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I respect my elders.

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I yes sir and no ma'am hold a live long
day.

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That's a long Bill Curlew, just in case
you're curious.

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The second thing is I have a very weird
heart.

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And I don't mean that in a metaphorical
English major sense.

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I mean physically.

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I have a condition, paroxysmal atrial
tachycardia, PAT.

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I have a racing heart
which just gallops up to

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200 beats a minute
whenever it feels like it.

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The doctors think my PAT
might be caused by stress,

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which is something doctors
say when they're stumped.

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So that's why I'm a walker of dawn beaches
and a watcher of birds.

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To keep as far away from this exhausted and
silly and heartbreaking world as possible.

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To stay calm.

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Very calm.

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And barely alive.

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The first time I got it, the PAT I mean,
was in front of my house.

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Remember when you were
a little kid and you ran for

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the sheer joy of running
and you never, ever got tired?

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That was my last moment of forever
running.

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Please don't die.

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Please.

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I waited to die too.

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And in waiting, I converted.

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A quasi-medical term that means my
heartbeat returned to normal.

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My second episode happened a year later.

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Essentially, what all great religions
teach us is the transformation of the self.

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To lie down on the summer
grass... That's my father.

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Given one of his famous home Saturday
seminars in comparative religions.

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He's a professor at Emory.

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He's brilliant.

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You must be reborn.

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To thrill, to feel, to be surprised.

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To be more conscious and alive.

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Wake up!

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Well, you can imagine.

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The devil's in the attic!

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Look, son, you didn't see Satan.

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You were simply overwhelmed with guilt
about peeking into places you really

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shouldn't and finding magazines I should
feel guilty about but don't.

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And hopefully you'll understand later when
you're married and lassitude has lassoed

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the galloping, priapic pony of your
sexuality.

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Pony?

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What pony?

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Am I getting a pony?

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No, no, there's no pony.

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Jesus.

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Then I don't think... what are you talking
about?

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I'll make it simple, okay?

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There is no devil.

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But there's no Santa either.

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That's the trade-off, Tay-Tay.

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Santa and Satan are just symbols for the
souls...

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My father's book, The
History of OWN, is about

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the redemptive power
of prayer and meditation.

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I tried reading it last summer.

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I couldn't.

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If a cartoon and a titty
magazine just about killed

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me, a normal life was
totally out of the question.

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College?

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Forget it.

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Sex, drugs, and rock and roll?

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A death sentence.

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And love?

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Hey.

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Hi.

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Are you here by yourself?

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Do you have a car?

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Um... Do you drive here?

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Do you have like a phone or something?

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I need to call a cab or a Lyft or
whatever.

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Um...

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What?

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You okay?

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What?

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I said, are you... No,
not re... not really.

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Well, you don't look so hot.

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I have a kind of... condition.

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You're sweating a lot.

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Do you know that?

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I'm having kind of a hard time.

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A hard time what?

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Just breathing... actually.

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Name, please?

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Crystal Bryant.

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No, I meant him.

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Oh, I have no idea.

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Look, man, I don't even know him.

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Okay?

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He was just sitting on the beach,
on his ass, and all of a sudden,

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kid has a heart attack.

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See if we have anything on a Taylor
Ogburn.

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We need the EKG card.

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Crystal Bryant, I'm gonna have to ask you
to leave now.

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Tell him that or he won't let me go.

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Taylor Ogburn, history of paroxysmal
atrial tachycardia.

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Age?

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18.

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God!

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Number 18.

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IV's in.

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Do you think the pulse reading would be in
order, doctor?

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Yeah, yeah, give me the pulse reading.

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200.

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Yes, Bryant, that's not helping.

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Q10, 215.

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He's not converting.

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That's bad, right?

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220.

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You're amazing.

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240.

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250.

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We're gonna have to induce conversion.

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Get me four cc's of ATP.

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Jesus.

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Needles.

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Well, Miss Bryant, I'm not giving you the
shot now, am I?

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You know what?

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You can just eat me, all right?

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Miss Bryant, you're fantastic.

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260.

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280.

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ATP.

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Denosine triphosphate.

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Taylor, you're gonna feel a kind of warmth
spreading up your arm.

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Yes?

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Ah!

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Something's wrong.

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No, you're fine.

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He's not fine.

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Miss Bryant, shut up.

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180.

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Yep, see?

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You're converting.

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You're fine.

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No.

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My heart is bleeding.

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I can feel it opening and bleeding.

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Fuck.

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Bleeding.

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I'm going down.

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I swear to God, I'm fucking going down.

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Nurse, can we get a couple of Valium for
this crazy brat?

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I can't take Valium.

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I'm in the program.

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Oh.

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Somebody do something.

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Oh, I got honey.

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Hold on.

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Somebody help her.

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Honey, I can't.

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Jose, we need a little help in here.

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I'm gonna hit you on your back.

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Roll you over.

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Yeah.

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Just get her head.

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She's in the program.

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What program?

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A.

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All right.

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Yes.

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It's okay.

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Yeah.

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My brother, Campbell, is a hot shit
artist.

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I don't know if his paintings are good or
bad.

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I do know they're big.

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So big, in fact, that
when I stand before

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them, I can literally
feel myself shrinking.

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No, thanks.

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Right.

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Sorry.

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How many times you faked the PAT thing?

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How do you know I ever faked it?

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I would.

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At my piano recital?

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At your wedding?

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Your show in Charleston?

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I knew it.

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I think there are more, but shame dulls my
memory.

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Have you ever been in love?

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Negative.

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Well, what about Mary Elizabeth?

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I brought Mary Elizabeth to dinner a
couple of weeks ago.

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So before dessert, Dad and I went out onto
the porch to smoke a joint.

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When did Dad start smoking pot?

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He says, you ever notice, Mary Elizabeth
has a bit of a beak.

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Imagine if she had a little mustache.

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She'd look just like Larry Bird.

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Oh, my God.

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He's right.

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Yep.

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Some things you just can't unsee.

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So I dumped him.

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Huh.

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Huh.

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Was there a point to this story or...

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The point is I think love
is just a trick God plays on

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us so we don't feel ashamed
of ourselves all the time.

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Weird to hear you talk about God.

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I mean, do you, you know, believe?

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Only marginally.

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And then only when it's convenient.

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What about Satan?

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What about him?

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Do you believe in him?

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Hell no.

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Who needs Satan when we have Republicans?

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Morning, Mr. Spencer.

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And a good morning to you, my lady of
ladies.

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Good morning, Taylor.

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Has our Kingfisher arrived from New York?

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Not yet.

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Oh, shoot a monkey.

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Well, a good time, I suppose.

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Vera is the bell of the honeysuckled sunny
southern aphorism.

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All in good time, God works in mysterious
ways.

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Everyone is doing the best they can.

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Vera, you know what I admire about you?

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I have no idea.

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But I'm dying to hear it.

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Your resolute cheeriness
which flies in the face of

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the world's marauding armies
of tragedy and darkness.

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I think some young southern boy has been
reading too much Faulkner.

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Or if it's not one thing, it's another.

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There are dust devils everywhere.

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And our Kingfisher is somewhere between
here and New York.

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But we'll muddle through somehow.

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Vera, when you
were a girl... Oh, dear.

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What singers did you listen to?

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The same ones I listen to now.

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Frank Sinatra, Tony Bennett, Miss Joni
Mitchell.

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And when they sang love songs,
did you ever get the feeling that they

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were singing about something that you knew
absolutely nothing about?

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Of course.

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Did you ever find out?

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Of course.

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And so will you.

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All in good time?

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You're young.

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Have faith, sweetness.

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Well, I'm late.

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Right.

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It's Tuesday morning.

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Yes, my little group.

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Vera, you want to know what I imagine?

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Imaginings of an 18-year-old?

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Darling, I'm not sure I do.

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It's my time.

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You ready?

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You got to go.

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Well, hello, dear.

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Hi, my name's Taryn, and I'm an alcoholic.

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Hi, Taryn.

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Is this your first meeting?

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Yes.

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I mean, I think I may have made a mistake.

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My child, if you're here, it's no mistake.

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...the courage to change the things I can
and the wisdom to know the difference.

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Welcome.

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First, I'd like to thank Susan for
bringing the coffee and snacks today.

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And do we have any first-timers this
morning?

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Bravely under the bridge.

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Oh, I don't think...

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Yes, you in the back.

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Hi.

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My name is Taylor.

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Oh, fuck.

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And I'm an alcoholic.

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Hi, Taylor.

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Welcome, Taylor.

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00:12:47,420 --> 00:12:47,900
And...

275
00:12:48,125 --> 00:12:49,340
Keep coming back.

276
00:12:50,805 --> 00:12:53,107
All right, so we don't have
any birthdays today, and those

277
00:12:53,108 --> 00:12:55,680
of you that got your chips this
week got them Tuesday night.

278
00:12:55,860 --> 00:12:56,860
Congratulations.

279
00:12:57,550 --> 00:13:01,480
So, I guess it's time to introduce our
speaker for this morning, Crystal.

280
00:13:07,130 --> 00:13:08,710
Hi, my name is Crystal.

281
00:13:09,070 --> 00:13:09,890
Hi, Crystal.

282
00:13:09,950 --> 00:13:12,730
And I'm an alcoholic and an addict.

283
00:13:15,590 --> 00:13:16,590
Okay.

284
00:13:17,470 --> 00:13:22,410
I did the stripper thing, I did the hooker
thing, I did the heroin thing,

285
00:13:22,800 --> 00:13:26,730
because something inside of me couldn't
stand the light of day.

286
00:13:27,340 --> 00:13:32,530
Everybody all normal, in shorts,
throwing frisbees.

287
00:13:33,590 --> 00:13:34,590
Suckers.

288
00:13:35,210 --> 00:13:36,530
Why didn't they know what I knew?

289
00:13:37,770 --> 00:13:38,770
Sunlight is bullshit.

290
00:13:39,750 --> 00:13:41,150
Darkness is king.

291
00:13:42,060 --> 00:13:46,230
And drugs and booze were like the rain.

292
00:13:48,030 --> 00:13:55,410
But after the rain, I was left bone dry
and praying for the stranger lying next to

293
00:13:55,411 --> 00:13:58,450
me to have the decency to go away before I
open my eyes.

294
00:14:01,260 --> 00:14:05,450
Since I got clean, my eyes are open all
the time.

295
00:14:09,510 --> 00:14:13,000
And the light is the truth that God is
love.

296
00:14:17,870 --> 00:14:23,280
And the rain that washes me clean is the
love that pours down on me in this room.

297
00:14:48,000 --> 00:14:48,520
Hi.

298
00:14:48,521 --> 00:14:49,040
Hello.

299
00:14:49,380 --> 00:14:50,380
Remember me?

300
00:14:50,680 --> 00:14:52,560
Yeah, you're that kid with the fucked up
ticker.

301
00:14:52,700 --> 00:14:53,780
Yeah, and you're... Wait.

302
00:14:55,960 --> 00:14:57,200
I liked your speech.

303
00:14:57,620 --> 00:14:58,620
My speech?

304
00:14:59,360 --> 00:15:01,280
Man, I'm not exactly running for class
president.

305
00:15:01,960 --> 00:15:02,360
Right.

306
00:15:02,440 --> 00:15:03,560
Well, I liked your whatever.

307
00:15:06,070 --> 00:15:09,180
So, I was wondering if I could buy you a
cup of coffee.

308
00:15:09,181 --> 00:15:10,181
No.

309
00:15:18,090 --> 00:15:19,330
It's happening again, isn't it?

310
00:15:19,430 --> 00:15:19,610
What?

311
00:15:20,010 --> 00:15:20,790
The heart thing.

312
00:15:20,830 --> 00:15:21,590
It's happening again, right?

313
00:15:21,770 --> 00:15:22,150
No.

314
00:15:22,290 --> 00:15:23,650
Absolutely not.

315
00:15:25,195 --> 00:15:27,750
Look, man, I am not taking you to the
hospital again.

316
00:15:28,490 --> 00:15:29,750
That was a one-time shot.

317
00:15:29,790 --> 00:15:29,930
No.

318
00:15:29,931 --> 00:15:29,930
Absolutely not.

319
00:15:29,931 --> 00:15:29,930
Look, man, I am not taking you to the
hospital again.

320
00:15:29,931 --> 00:15:29,930
That was a one-time shot.

321
00:15:30,155 --> 00:15:35,410
You're not dying, are you?

322
00:15:35,770 --> 00:15:36,770
No.

323
00:15:37,085 --> 00:15:38,290
No, I'm not dying.

324
00:15:38,570 --> 00:15:40,730
And if I were you, I'd consider this a
pretty good day.

325
00:15:52,430 --> 00:15:53,660
I'm so proud of you.

326
00:15:54,550 --> 00:15:55,550
Do you have a sponsor?

327
00:16:03,040 --> 00:16:06,350
Only when we were young, our toes wiggling
at evening dew...

328
00:16:06,351 --> 00:16:09,970
Whenever my mother writes a new poem,
we have a family get-together to celebrate.

329
00:16:10,290 --> 00:16:11,290
...forgetting.

330
00:16:11,470 --> 00:16:14,650
Streetlights were old friends and the
breath of eve sighed.

331
00:16:15,200 --> 00:16:16,360
No regretting, no regretting.

332
00:16:17,110 --> 00:16:22,303
The stars were lanterns
hung just for us by a once in a

333
00:16:22,304 --> 00:16:27,230
blue, blue moon who wept as
we slept and awoke too soon.

334
00:16:27,950 --> 00:16:28,950
Too soon.

335
00:16:32,430 --> 00:16:33,810
I have an announcement.

336
00:16:36,510 --> 00:16:37,510
I'm in love.

337
00:16:37,770 --> 00:16:38,150
You?

338
00:16:38,600 --> 00:16:39,600
Get the fuck out of here.

339
00:16:39,770 --> 00:16:41,730
Honest to God, Campbell, I met her at AA.

340
00:16:41,830 --> 00:16:43,190
When did you start drinking?

341
00:16:44,650 --> 00:16:45,270
I was really an alcoholic.

342
00:16:45,510 --> 00:16:49,230
I just went to a meeting by accident
because Crystal was there.

343
00:16:49,350 --> 00:16:49,650
Crystal?

344
00:16:49,690 --> 00:16:50,886
Sounds like some kind of stripper.

345
00:16:50,910 --> 00:16:51,910
Well, she is.

346
00:16:52,110 --> 00:16:52,550
Was.

347
00:16:52,970 --> 00:16:54,170
Now, can I have a drink?

348
00:16:54,450 --> 00:16:56,230
Where is this Crystal from?

349
00:16:56,570 --> 00:16:57,570
Who cares?

350
00:16:57,650 --> 00:16:58,550
I love her.

351
00:16:58,670 --> 00:16:59,310
No, you don't.

352
00:16:59,520 --> 00:17:00,570
How the hell do you know?

353
00:17:01,085 --> 00:17:02,010
Can I have that drink now?

354
00:17:02,090 --> 00:17:03,210
No, your heart.

355
00:17:03,390 --> 00:17:03,870
No, no.

356
00:17:04,010 --> 00:17:05,170
My heart is fine.

357
00:17:05,410 --> 00:17:06,570
My heart is in love.

358
00:17:06,750 --> 00:17:07,390
I don't like this.

359
00:17:07,470 --> 00:17:08,810
I don't like this one bit.

360
00:17:09,030 --> 00:17:11,110
Love is... I don't know.

361
00:17:14,830 --> 00:17:15,230
Exactly.

362
00:17:15,450 --> 00:17:16,450
Very dangerous.

363
00:17:16,610 --> 00:17:16,790
Good.

364
00:17:16,930 --> 00:17:18,110
I could use a little danger.

365
00:17:18,190 --> 00:17:19,530
With the Jack Daniels chaser.

366
00:17:19,830 --> 00:17:22,510
You can tell a good bit about someone by
where they're from.

367
00:17:22,630 --> 00:17:24,130
Did I ask you where she's from?

368
00:17:24,190 --> 00:17:24,510
You did.

369
00:17:24,690 --> 00:17:25,470
What did you say?

370
00:17:25,670 --> 00:17:27,110
Well, I didn't because I don't know.

371
00:17:27,625 --> 00:17:28,785
Now, can I have one of those?

372
00:17:28,910 --> 00:17:29,910
Give Romeo a shot.

373
00:17:30,150 --> 00:17:31,150
No.

374
00:17:31,270 --> 00:17:32,270
No.

375
00:17:32,910 --> 00:17:34,130
She thinks I'm a drunk.

376
00:17:34,270 --> 00:17:36,410
How can I be a drunk if I've never had a
drink?

377
00:17:36,930 --> 00:17:37,930
It's one drink.

378
00:17:38,070 --> 00:17:38,670
Big deal.

379
00:17:38,750 --> 00:17:39,330
What can happen?

380
00:17:39,580 --> 00:17:40,650
Woo-hoo-hoo!

381
00:17:48,550 --> 00:17:49,630
Where is she?

382
00:17:50,230 --> 00:17:51,310
Tay-Tay.

383
00:17:51,865 --> 00:17:53,145
You're not gonna find out there.

384
00:17:53,740 --> 00:17:55,290
Well, not with that attitude.

385
00:17:55,590 --> 00:17:57,610
You don't understand, man.

386
00:17:58,255 --> 00:17:59,255
I'm in love.

387
00:18:00,440 --> 00:18:01,830
With a stripper junkie.

388
00:18:02,430 --> 00:18:03,430
She's more than that.

389
00:18:03,470 --> 00:18:04,470
Aren't we all?

390
00:18:06,130 --> 00:18:07,130
Me.

391
00:18:07,530 --> 00:18:08,530
In love.

392
00:18:09,310 --> 00:18:10,310
Instantly.

393
00:18:11,270 --> 00:18:12,270
Madly.

394
00:18:12,780 --> 00:18:14,230
Head over heels-ly.

395
00:18:15,050 --> 00:18:15,770
Oh, Tay-Tay.

396
00:18:15,910 --> 00:18:17,330
This is so sad, really.

397
00:18:17,940 --> 00:18:20,230
You have a near-death heart thing.

398
00:18:20,310 --> 00:18:21,630
You come out of it and bingo.

399
00:18:22,880 --> 00:18:23,670
Inters Latina.

400
00:18:23,750 --> 00:18:24,510
Queen of the South.

401
00:18:24,675 --> 00:18:25,990
Now you're in love?

402
00:18:26,880 --> 00:18:28,250
You just don't understand.

403
00:18:33,580 --> 00:18:35,840
What the fuck's going on with this red
SUV?

404
00:18:36,890 --> 00:18:38,320
Been following us all night.

405
00:18:40,160 --> 00:18:41,360
Hey, you know this guy?

406
00:18:41,560 --> 00:18:42,560
Where are you?

407
00:19:06,720 --> 00:19:07,260
Greenwood Gallery.

408
00:19:07,460 --> 00:19:08,460
How may I?

409
00:19:09,300 --> 00:19:10,300
No.

410
00:19:10,820 --> 00:19:12,640
Actually, I feel like shit.

411
00:19:13,770 --> 00:19:15,100
Okay, I accept that.

412
00:19:15,160 --> 00:19:16,780
However, the marijuana was your idea.

413
00:19:18,420 --> 00:19:19,420
Opium?

414
00:19:20,620 --> 00:19:22,240
You are fucking A Tweety Bird,
right?

415
00:19:22,260 --> 00:19:23,846
I want some more and it's all your fault.

416
00:19:23,870 --> 00:19:25,460
So goodbye and fuck you.

417
00:19:26,980 --> 00:19:27,980
Oh.

418
00:19:28,780 --> 00:19:29,220
Hello.

419
00:19:29,670 --> 00:19:32,240
I guess our fucking A Tweety Bird has
arrived from the Bronx.

420
00:19:33,880 --> 00:19:34,880
Vera.

421
00:19:35,100 --> 00:19:36,340
I have something to confess.

422
00:19:36,720 --> 00:19:37,720
I'm sure you do.

423
00:19:38,430 --> 00:19:39,550
I'm not really an alcoholic.

424
00:19:40,410 --> 00:19:41,976
Well, God knows you don't smell like one.

425
00:19:42,000 --> 00:19:43,820
I've decided to become your sponsor.

426
00:19:44,160 --> 00:19:45,160
You should be thrilled.

427
00:19:46,040 --> 00:19:47,640
Now, listen carefully, sweet, sweet boy.

428
00:19:48,480 --> 00:19:49,480
Step one.

429
00:19:49,930 --> 00:19:54,740
To admit that I am powerless over alcohol
and that my life has become unmanageable.

430
00:19:54,960 --> 00:19:57,240
You don't have enough of a life for it to
be unmanageable.

431
00:19:57,350 --> 00:19:58,560
And you're not an alcoholic.

432
00:20:00,320 --> 00:20:01,360
This heroin hooker.

433
00:20:01,800 --> 00:20:03,840
Chicks like her don't fall for guys like
you.

434
00:20:03,980 --> 00:20:04,980
What's wrong with me?

435
00:20:06,720 --> 00:20:07,720
I'm a good guy.

436
00:20:08,010 --> 00:20:09,040
Chicks marry good guys.

437
00:20:09,080 --> 00:20:10,980
They fall fuck-happy in love with bad
boys.

438
00:20:11,460 --> 00:20:12,460
Oh, my God.

439
00:20:13,845 --> 00:20:14,845
You're absolutely right.

440
00:20:15,890 --> 00:20:17,602
She looks at me
like I'm a small jar of

441
00:20:17,603 --> 00:20:20,761
Miracle Whip wearing
dockers and penny loafers.

442
00:20:21,260 --> 00:20:22,280
What can I do?

443
00:20:22,460 --> 00:20:23,460
Nothing.

444
00:20:23,500 --> 00:20:25,300
Your essential goodness sticks you
completely.

445
00:20:28,530 --> 00:20:29,530
I can be bad.

446
00:20:31,570 --> 00:20:33,160
Go easy on that joint, Rook.

447
00:20:34,260 --> 00:20:35,260
Fuck easy.

448
00:20:35,500 --> 00:20:36,500
It's not bad.

449
00:20:40,140 --> 00:20:41,140
All right.

450
00:20:46,020 --> 00:20:47,020
Jesus.

451
00:20:47,220 --> 00:20:48,220
Okay.

452
00:20:48,920 --> 00:20:49,500
Let's go.

453
00:20:49,740 --> 00:20:50,580
No, thanks.

454
00:20:50,680 --> 00:20:52,380
I'm going to French's for a frosty.

455
00:20:53,120 --> 00:20:54,760
But you said that you would come to,
uh...

456
00:20:55,620 --> 00:20:56,620
Jesus.

457
00:20:56,740 --> 00:20:57,740
Me too.

458
00:20:59,940 --> 00:21:01,080
You think they'll notice?

459
00:21:01,300 --> 00:21:02,060
Just sit in the back.

460
00:21:02,120 --> 00:21:03,120
Pretend you're invisible.

461
00:21:03,160 --> 00:21:04,160
Just like school.

462
00:21:04,760 --> 00:21:05,760
All right.

463
00:21:07,580 --> 00:21:08,580
Cool.

464
00:21:13,600 --> 00:21:18,920
Friend, I need a serenity To accept the
things I cannot change The courage to

465
00:21:19,120 --> 00:21:20,840
change I don't think she's here,
sweetheart.

466
00:21:21,070 --> 00:21:22,260
Perhaps she's at the gallery.

467
00:21:23,170 --> 00:21:24,466
You work at the gallery, don't you?

468
00:21:24,490 --> 00:21:25,490
If memory serves.

469
00:21:25,620 --> 00:21:26,620
Quite the crowd today.

470
00:21:27,580 --> 00:21:30,580
And there is no mystery as to why.

471
00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:34,400
Unfortunately, our speaker has been
delayed.

472
00:21:35,200 --> 00:21:38,100
So in the meantime, Oh, well.

473
00:21:38,820 --> 00:21:39,820
Here he is now.

474
00:22:15,080 --> 00:22:16,080
I am Bo.

475
00:22:17,380 --> 00:22:18,780
And I'm an alcoholic and an addict.

476
00:22:19,120 --> 00:22:20,120
Hi, Bo.

477
00:22:21,920 --> 00:22:24,019
When I first joined AA,
I was hoping that the

478
00:22:24,020 --> 00:22:27,161
men would fear me and
the women would love me.

479
00:22:28,140 --> 00:22:30,280
Now the men love me and the women fear me.

480
00:22:34,590 --> 00:22:36,300
I started smoking pot when I was 12.

481
00:22:36,930 --> 00:22:42,060
My parents used to tell me every time I got
high, I was welcoming Satan into my soul.

482
00:22:42,140 --> 00:22:43,140
Satan?

483
00:22:43,560 --> 00:22:44,760
He's being metaphorical, dear.

484
00:22:45,780 --> 00:22:49,870
And it took 30 years
of using and a million

485
00:22:49,871 --> 00:22:53,961
miles of bad road to
realize they were right.

486
00:22:54,280 --> 00:22:55,420
Satan was in my soul.

487
00:22:56,140 --> 00:22:57,360
I guess he's not being metaphorical.

488
00:22:57,361 --> 00:22:58,480
Satan became my best pal.

489
00:22:59,450 --> 00:23:00,570
I have something to confess.

490
00:23:00,840 --> 00:23:01,560
I can't.

491
00:23:01,600 --> 00:23:04,480
The devil has been in my soul since I was
7.

492
00:23:04,481 --> 00:23:06,760
And I am very, very stoned.

493
00:23:07,200 --> 00:23:08,200
Fear.

494
00:23:08,515 --> 00:23:09,995
The fear that woke me in the morning.

495
00:23:10,360 --> 00:23:11,380
Fear of the dark.

496
00:23:11,860 --> 00:23:12,900
Too much light.

497
00:23:14,090 --> 00:23:15,210
My reflection in the mirror.

498
00:23:16,800 --> 00:23:17,800
Girls.

499
00:23:19,080 --> 00:23:19,600
Clowns.

500
00:23:19,740 --> 00:23:20,740
My father.

501
00:23:21,560 --> 00:23:22,560
Silence.

502
00:23:23,080 --> 00:23:24,760
And just about everything else in between.

503
00:23:26,070 --> 00:23:30,020
But with my best friend Satan,
I was never afraid.

504
00:23:32,550 --> 00:23:33,550
And I was never alone.

505
00:23:34,480 --> 00:23:38,140
And then one afternoon, I woke up in Motel
Hell.

506
00:23:39,460 --> 00:23:40,460
We've all been there.

507
00:23:43,580 --> 00:23:45,660
Empty bottles of Thunderbird all over the
place.

508
00:23:46,020 --> 00:23:47,020
Roaches.

509
00:23:47,160 --> 00:23:48,160
Both kinds.

510
00:23:49,020 --> 00:23:50,540
Weird shit written all over the walls.

511
00:23:51,300 --> 00:23:52,300
Flies.

512
00:23:52,460 --> 00:23:53,540
Buzzing around the syringe.

513
00:23:55,880 --> 00:23:57,640
And something really sticky in my hair.

514
00:23:59,420 --> 00:24:00,420
And then a voice.

515
00:24:02,300 --> 00:24:03,660
Welcome to the end of the line.

516
00:24:06,600 --> 00:24:07,600
Whose voice?

517
00:24:08,600 --> 00:24:09,600
Whose voice?

518
00:24:09,680 --> 00:24:10,680
And then I'm praying.

519
00:24:11,620 --> 00:24:12,620
To who?

520
00:24:13,820 --> 00:24:14,860
And then I'm on my Harley.

521
00:24:16,940 --> 00:24:17,940
Who's driving?

522
00:24:20,540 --> 00:24:21,580
And then I'm in a meeting.

523
00:24:22,800 --> 00:24:23,800
Who brought me here?

524
00:24:24,680 --> 00:24:25,680
We know who.

525
00:24:26,670 --> 00:24:27,670
We all know who.

526
00:24:28,370 --> 00:24:29,820
God as we understand him.

527
00:24:29,840 --> 00:24:31,600
I think God brought us.

528
00:24:33,200 --> 00:24:34,200
All of us together.

529
00:24:35,695 --> 00:24:37,620
And I think faith keeps us coming back.

530
00:24:41,510 --> 00:24:42,710
The faith that gives us wings.

531
00:24:44,100 --> 00:24:46,110
Or at least a soft place to land.

532
00:25:05,250 --> 00:25:10,290
In my father's book, The History of Om,
all the major guys, you know, Buddha and

533
00:25:10,291 --> 00:25:13,870
Christ and Muhammad, all talk about how
you must be reborn.

534
00:25:14,190 --> 00:25:15,670
You must be reborn.

535
00:25:16,660 --> 00:25:18,510
But I'd always get bored and stop reading.

536
00:25:18,630 --> 00:25:21,090
So I never knew exactly why you had to be
reborn.

537
00:25:29,080 --> 00:25:30,080
Until now.

538
00:25:53,480 --> 00:25:54,480
Hey, sport.

539
00:25:56,420 --> 00:25:57,420
What happened to you?

540
00:25:58,900 --> 00:26:01,540
Eating out, busy being born, is busy
dying, y'all.

541
00:26:04,340 --> 00:26:05,340
You want a ride?

542
00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:07,760
Maybe my back of the bike days are long
gone.

543
00:26:09,270 --> 00:26:10,270
Now why is that?

544
00:26:10,800 --> 00:26:15,481
I get the wind in my hair and I start
feeling a little too free if you follow me.

545
00:26:15,840 --> 00:26:16,840
So I walk.

546
00:26:17,940 --> 00:26:18,940
One step at a time.

547
00:26:32,840 --> 00:26:33,840
My boy.

548
00:26:34,740 --> 00:26:37,440
In the penny loafers and the sport coat on
the beach.

549
00:26:37,780 --> 00:26:38,780
What about him?

550
00:26:39,120 --> 00:26:40,120
A lot.

551
00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:43,660
In a coat and tie.

552
00:26:46,040 --> 00:26:47,760
I was thinking that if I looked normal...

553
00:26:48,520 --> 00:26:49,520
I get the picture.

554
00:26:49,740 --> 00:26:51,640
Inside I was a zoo parade of fear.

555
00:26:53,270 --> 00:26:54,270
Fear of everything.

556
00:26:54,880 --> 00:26:55,880
Fear of the dark.

557
00:26:56,580 --> 00:26:58,040
My reflection in the mirror.

558
00:26:59,240 --> 00:26:59,740
Fear of the dark.

559
00:26:59,760 --> 00:27:00,760
Girls.

560
00:27:00,840 --> 00:27:01,840
My father.

561
00:27:03,280 --> 00:27:03,840
Clowns.

562
00:27:04,100 --> 00:27:04,660
Thunder.

563
00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:06,060
My shadow.

564
00:27:06,460 --> 00:27:07,540
The sound of my heartbeat.

565
00:27:08,780 --> 00:27:09,780
Life.

566
00:27:10,560 --> 00:27:11,560
Death.

567
00:27:12,450 --> 00:27:13,490
And everything in between.

568
00:27:14,405 --> 00:27:16,245
Guess that would explain the whole heart
thing.

569
00:27:19,500 --> 00:27:20,500
Guess it would.

570
00:27:22,550 --> 00:27:24,000
I think God got us here.

571
00:27:26,160 --> 00:27:27,000
All together.

572
00:27:27,180 --> 00:27:28,180
All together.

573
00:27:28,540 --> 00:27:30,740
And I think faith keeps us coming back.

574
00:27:31,900 --> 00:27:33,520
The faith that gives us wings.

575
00:27:34,950 --> 00:27:36,640
Or at least a soft place to land.

576
00:27:39,375 --> 00:27:40,375
How old are you?

577
00:27:41,360 --> 00:27:42,360
18.

578
00:27:44,035 --> 00:27:45,035
You sure don't talk 18.

579
00:27:47,660 --> 00:27:49,140
I have a very old soul.

580
00:27:53,350 --> 00:27:54,350
Hey, Ma!

581
00:27:55,550 --> 00:27:56,110
What's up?

582
00:27:56,111 --> 00:27:57,111
I got math.

583
00:28:09,070 --> 00:28:10,070
Hey, baby.

584
00:28:34,960 --> 00:28:35,960
Evening, son.

585
00:28:37,400 --> 00:28:39,180
And what a lovely evening it is.

586
00:28:39,720 --> 00:28:40,720
Am I right?

587
00:28:41,280 --> 00:28:42,280
Soft.

588
00:28:42,500 --> 00:28:43,500
You know what I mean?

589
00:28:43,540 --> 00:28:44,540
Like velvet.

590
00:28:45,610 --> 00:28:47,080
Like that part of a woman.

591
00:28:47,360 --> 00:28:48,360
Can I help you?

592
00:28:49,235 --> 00:28:53,860
You know a night like this makes a man
wish he was big enough to fuck it.

593
00:28:57,840 --> 00:28:58,900
And I am.

594
00:29:04,290 --> 00:29:05,450
You don't believe me?

595
00:29:06,850 --> 00:29:07,850
Ask her.

596
00:29:21,740 --> 00:29:22,740
Holy shit.

597
00:29:23,980 --> 00:29:25,260
Your P.A.T.

598
00:29:25,340 --> 00:29:26,520
thing must have gone crazy.

599
00:29:26,780 --> 00:29:27,540
Well, that's the strange part.

600
00:29:27,780 --> 00:29:28,780
It didn't.

601
00:29:28,820 --> 00:29:29,920
Why do you think?

602
00:29:30,480 --> 00:29:31,920
I think it's because I was being Bo.

603
00:29:32,180 --> 00:29:33,180
Who's Bo?

604
00:29:34,450 --> 00:29:36,396
You know, I think I could be really good
at being Bo.

605
00:29:36,420 --> 00:29:37,660
The fuck are you talking about?

606
00:29:38,070 --> 00:29:39,140
Bo is my paintbrush.

607
00:29:41,430 --> 00:29:42,750
Henceforth, I paint myself in Bo.

608
00:29:43,520 --> 00:29:44,520
Who the fuck is Bo?

609
00:29:45,560 --> 00:29:47,140
Why are you walking like that?

610
00:29:48,160 --> 00:29:49,160
It's my Bo walk.

611
00:29:50,130 --> 00:29:51,130
You know, cool.

612
00:29:51,920 --> 00:29:53,200
With an undercurrent of tragedy.

613
00:29:53,660 --> 00:29:56,780
I'm detached from the worldly bullshit but
in touch with the pain.

614
00:29:58,160 --> 00:29:59,160
There she is.

615
00:30:03,770 --> 00:30:06,380
Dude, she's too much for your little life,
Tay-Tay.

616
00:30:08,360 --> 00:30:09,360
Not for Bo's.

617
00:30:11,460 --> 00:30:20,460
Son of a bitch!

618
00:30:20,520 --> 00:30:21,060
What happened?

619
00:30:21,220 --> 00:30:22,220
My kid.

620
00:30:22,420 --> 00:30:23,420
He got into a fight.

621
00:30:23,460 --> 00:30:26,300
What kind of sick fucker would start a
fight with a kid in a wheelchair?

622
00:30:26,710 --> 00:30:27,600
My kid started it.

623
00:30:27,660 --> 00:30:27,980
Bobby.

624
00:30:28,150 --> 00:30:29,180
Bobby always starts it.

625
00:30:29,280 --> 00:30:31,000
Boyer Stones, does he ever actually win?

626
00:30:31,260 --> 00:30:32,260
Bobby always wins.

627
00:30:32,600 --> 00:30:34,360
He runs them down and then he runs them
over.

628
00:30:34,600 --> 00:30:35,600
Lots of anger, your boy.

629
00:30:40,890 --> 00:30:41,890
You know what?

630
00:30:42,200 --> 00:30:45,200
Pardon my fucking French, but exactly what
the fuck are you doing in my car?

631
00:30:45,330 --> 00:30:46,330
Just riding shotgun.

632
00:30:47,180 --> 00:30:49,642
Trying to be your pal and
searching the horizon for

633
00:30:49,742 --> 00:30:52,110
the serenity to accept the
things that I cannot change.

634
00:30:55,130 --> 00:30:56,770
He's got a lot to be angry about.

635
00:30:58,290 --> 00:30:59,530
His father was driving.

636
00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:02,130
He was so loaded he backed over him in the
driveway.

637
00:31:02,450 --> 00:31:03,710
He didn't come back either.

638
00:31:07,640 --> 00:31:10,100
This is usually where my gentleman colors
get out.

639
00:31:10,460 --> 00:31:11,460
Yeah?

640
00:31:12,060 --> 00:31:15,060
Well, fuck them if they can't take a joke.

641
00:31:38,670 --> 00:31:39,670
Which?

642
00:31:40,120 --> 00:31:41,760
Just suspended because I didn't start it.

643
00:31:42,490 --> 00:31:43,490
Give me the cigarette.

644
00:31:43,650 --> 00:31:44,650
What cigarette?

645
00:31:44,830 --> 00:31:46,590
Why don't you give your mother the
cigarette?

646
00:31:47,270 --> 00:31:48,430
Why don't you eat my ass?

647
00:31:57,550 --> 00:31:58,770
Can I, uh...

648
00:31:59,350 --> 00:32:00,350
help?

649
00:32:03,990 --> 00:32:04,990
Nope.

650
00:32:07,830 --> 00:32:09,270
You tricked that thing out yourself.

651
00:32:10,200 --> 00:32:11,200
Trick?

652
00:32:29,400 --> 00:32:30,860
Guess who I think I saw today?

653
00:32:31,140 --> 00:32:31,900
I have no idea.

654
00:32:32,160 --> 00:32:33,160
Oh, I bet you do.

655
00:32:33,580 --> 00:32:34,880
He went back to civilization.

656
00:32:34,900 --> 00:32:35,540
Says you.

657
00:32:35,660 --> 00:32:38,080
I saw him outside the window in biology,
lurking.

658
00:32:38,260 --> 00:32:39,040
No, you didn't.

659
00:32:39,180 --> 00:32:39,860
Yes, I did.

660
00:32:39,940 --> 00:32:41,996
I know lurking when I see it and that
fucker was lurking.

661
00:32:42,020 --> 00:32:44,580
Freaking me out while I was in the middle
of dissecting the frog.

662
00:32:44,800 --> 00:32:46,376
What the fuck is he doing here anyway,
huh?

663
00:32:46,400 --> 00:32:47,520
Lurking like a motherfucker.

664
00:32:47,660 --> 00:32:50,220
Can we watch the language for one fucking
second, please?

665
00:33:03,000 --> 00:33:04,520
Who's the kid lurking in the backseat?

666
00:33:05,380 --> 00:33:05,740
I.

667
00:33:06,120 --> 00:33:07,900
Did my mom tell you about lurker number
one?

668
00:33:08,100 --> 00:33:11,900
I guess your mom will tell me all about
whomever when the time is right.

669
00:33:14,180 --> 00:33:14,980
What makes you think that?

670
00:33:15,000 --> 00:33:16,680
I think you're gonna be around long
enough.

671
00:33:19,060 --> 00:33:21,980
I have to get back to work or the manager
will fire me.

672
00:33:25,190 --> 00:33:26,320
Keep fucking smiling.

673
00:33:28,580 --> 00:33:30,380
Could you get this dimwit home for me,
please?

674
00:33:30,480 --> 00:33:31,220
No, that's okay, mom.

675
00:33:31,400 --> 00:33:32,000
I can walk.

676
00:33:32,240 --> 00:33:33,240
Yeah.

677
00:33:40,420 --> 00:33:41,980
I feel bad that you're in a wheelchair.

678
00:33:43,670 --> 00:33:44,670
But not that bad.

679
00:33:44,760 --> 00:33:46,800
I got enough shit to keep me awake at
night.

680
00:33:48,055 --> 00:33:52,320
And if you think that I'm gonna act like I
feel bad for you in front of your mother

681
00:33:52,321 --> 00:33:55,420
just so I can get in her pants,
well, you got your head up, you young ass.

682
00:33:56,720 --> 00:33:57,720
And know this.

683
00:33:58,860 --> 00:34:02,660
I'm not just another guy that's out of
your life before you know his last name.

684
00:34:04,420 --> 00:34:05,420
Kid.

685
00:34:06,580 --> 00:34:07,580
How old are you, man?

686
00:34:08,940 --> 00:34:09,940
Eighteen.

687
00:34:13,870 --> 00:34:16,230
You're hitting on my mom and you're two
years older than me?

688
00:34:16,770 --> 00:34:17,770
Fucking beautiful.

689
00:34:18,030 --> 00:34:19,030
Eighteen.

690
00:34:19,480 --> 00:34:21,510
I have a very old soul.

691
00:34:22,490 --> 00:34:24,530
I hope you didn't try that tired old line
on my mom.

692
00:34:36,620 --> 00:34:40,000
I would have thought only old bags would
work in a joint like this.

693
00:34:40,540 --> 00:34:41,540
Or gay guys.

694
00:34:42,100 --> 00:34:43,100
Fucking birds.

695
00:34:44,320 --> 00:34:47,020
I'm running the joint while the old bag is
having a procedure.

696
00:34:48,100 --> 00:34:49,100
Cancer, huh?

697
00:34:49,420 --> 00:34:51,000
No, not cancer.

698
00:34:51,140 --> 00:34:52,140
A procedure.

699
00:34:52,600 --> 00:34:53,600
Jesus.

700
00:34:57,660 --> 00:34:58,660
Hey.

701
00:34:59,280 --> 00:35:00,280
What's this one?

702
00:35:00,970 --> 00:35:02,080
Oh, the trumpeter swan.

703
00:35:03,620 --> 00:35:04,620
You like it?

704
00:35:04,980 --> 00:35:05,980
I don't know.

705
00:35:06,680 --> 00:35:07,700
It's my favorite.

706
00:35:08,560 --> 00:35:10,240
I've never seen one in real life.

707
00:35:12,480 --> 00:35:14,180
This song is supposed to be amazing.

708
00:35:15,840 --> 00:35:16,960
It only sings when it flies.

709
00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:18,980
I get that.

710
00:35:20,600 --> 00:35:21,600
Somebody painted this?

711
00:35:22,380 --> 00:35:23,380
Somebody did.

712
00:35:25,120 --> 00:35:26,800
I think I'm going to cry.

713
00:35:27,260 --> 00:35:28,260
Really?

714
00:35:29,280 --> 00:35:30,280
Bobby.

715
00:35:30,850 --> 00:35:32,050
Didn't get to catch your name.

716
00:35:34,920 --> 00:35:35,920
Taylor.

717
00:35:36,960 --> 00:35:37,960
Oh, shit.

718
00:35:38,560 --> 00:35:39,560
Taylor.

719
00:35:40,645 --> 00:35:42,800
Name like that, sweet face like yours.

720
00:35:43,870 --> 00:35:46,240
Where I've been, you'd be fucking prom
queen.

721
00:35:49,050 --> 00:35:51,210
I'm going to have to ask you to put that
cigarette out.

722
00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:54,800
Sucking up to the boy to bone my old lady.

723
00:35:55,830 --> 00:35:56,780
You're obvious, sir.

724
00:35:56,781 --> 00:35:58,480
Like balls on a tall dog.

725
00:36:00,920 --> 00:36:02,060
Let's take a ride.

726
00:36:03,580 --> 00:36:04,580
Come on.

727
00:36:08,540 --> 00:36:09,840
One more step, motherfucker.

728
00:36:12,760 --> 00:36:13,760
Oh.

729
00:36:16,760 --> 00:36:18,180
You got me all shook up.

730
00:36:26,860 --> 00:36:27,500
Ow.

731
00:36:27,501 --> 00:36:28,501
Ow.

732
00:36:29,720 --> 00:36:33,700
Now you see here, I'm going to take the
boy back to his mama.

733
00:36:34,060 --> 00:36:37,760
Then I'm going to fall on my knees and beg
her to forgive me and take me back.

734
00:36:38,410 --> 00:36:40,610
Then we're going to go back to Savannah
where we belong.

735
00:36:40,720 --> 00:36:44,831
And she'll thank me too, as
you should, for being a gentleman

736
00:36:44,832 --> 00:36:48,560
and not turning your fucking
lights out right here and now.

737
00:36:56,420 --> 00:36:56,920
Let's go.

738
00:36:56,921 --> 00:36:58,780
Kind of stunned it doesn't hurt more.

739
00:37:00,460 --> 00:37:01,460
Get on.

740
00:37:04,000 --> 00:37:05,000
All right, go.

741
00:37:06,140 --> 00:37:07,140
Whoa.

742
00:37:09,480 --> 00:37:10,480
Keep going, come on.

743
00:37:11,220 --> 00:37:12,140
He's not getting up.

744
00:37:12,200 --> 00:37:13,000
I think we're all right.

745
00:37:13,120 --> 00:37:14,120
Oh, my God!

746
00:37:15,700 --> 00:37:16,320
You're happy.

747
00:37:16,620 --> 00:37:17,780
Thanks a lot.

748
00:37:17,880 --> 00:37:19,300
Tell me something I don't know.

749
00:37:19,420 --> 00:37:19,900
Do you see him?

750
00:37:20,140 --> 00:37:21,320
No, I don't see him.

751
00:37:21,380 --> 00:37:22,020
I don't see him.

752
00:37:22,060 --> 00:37:24,760
You know, I really think I need to go to
the hospital.

753
00:37:24,761 --> 00:37:25,761
Oh, shit.

754
00:37:27,720 --> 00:37:28,740
Oh, my God.

755
00:37:29,700 --> 00:37:30,700
Oh, God.

756
00:37:31,240 --> 00:37:32,240
Oh, God.

757
00:37:33,760 --> 00:37:36,920
Oh, shit.

758
00:37:38,760 --> 00:37:39,320
Yes!

759
00:37:39,660 --> 00:37:40,220
Yes!

760
00:37:40,620 --> 00:37:41,540
All right, go.

761
00:37:41,640 --> 00:37:42,020
Come on.

762
00:37:42,160 --> 00:37:43,560
This thing can go faster than that.

763
00:37:43,600 --> 00:37:46,220
Fuck you, Willie.

764
00:37:47,740 --> 00:37:48,740
Whoo!

765
00:37:50,330 --> 00:37:51,330
Dr. Farley?

766
00:37:53,760 --> 00:37:56,381
Oh, another episode of... No.

767
00:37:56,540 --> 00:37:58,660
But apparently, I've been stabbed.

768
00:37:58,960 --> 00:37:59,120
Whoa!

769
00:37:59,430 --> 00:38:00,480
Get back, Loretta.

770
00:38:00,580 --> 00:38:01,580
Okay.

771
00:38:02,880 --> 00:38:04,700
I'm afraid I'm gonna have to ask you to
leave.

772
00:38:04,780 --> 00:38:06,060
Immediate family only.

773
00:38:06,300 --> 00:38:06,760
Oh, it's all right.

774
00:38:06,800 --> 00:38:07,800
This is my cousin.

775
00:38:08,900 --> 00:38:09,900
Once removed.

776
00:38:10,220 --> 00:38:11,220
Who did this to you?

777
00:38:11,700 --> 00:38:12,700
The devil.

778
00:38:13,350 --> 00:38:14,350
I don't have any gloves.

779
00:38:14,720 --> 00:38:15,720
Don't be such a pussy.

780
00:38:15,980 --> 00:38:16,980
Willie isn't the devil.

781
00:38:17,160 --> 00:38:18,400
Should I be bleeding this much?

782
00:38:18,560 --> 00:38:19,740
I don't have any damn gloves.

783
00:38:20,400 --> 00:38:23,340
Anybody who believes in the devil should
give people more credit.

784
00:38:23,740 --> 00:38:24,420
Right on.

785
00:38:24,690 --> 00:38:25,690
Maybe some stitches.

786
00:38:26,570 --> 00:38:28,620
You can't believe the people that I see in
here.

787
00:38:28,910 --> 00:38:30,020
Those stupid people.

788
00:38:30,200 --> 00:38:31,560
People who smoke really bad.

789
00:38:32,210 --> 00:38:33,490
People without proper insurance.

790
00:38:34,090 --> 00:38:37,440
People that are just really sick and
they're just gonna die.

791
00:38:37,620 --> 00:38:39,060
No matter what I do.

792
00:38:40,450 --> 00:38:41,920
You can't smoke in here.

793
00:38:42,540 --> 00:38:43,480
Ah, fuck it.

794
00:38:43,500 --> 00:38:43,960
Give me a drink.

795
00:38:44,510 --> 00:38:46,430
Honest to God, I think I just need some
stitches.

796
00:38:47,840 --> 00:38:48,940
You are a pussy.

797
00:38:49,240 --> 00:38:50,260
It's just a flesh wound.

798
00:38:51,470 --> 00:38:52,470
You know...

799
00:38:54,380 --> 00:38:57,440
You know, Bobby, sometimes I wonder why I
do what I do.

800
00:38:58,160 --> 00:39:01,520
Well, maybe, before you try to cure the
sick, you ought to forgive them.

801
00:39:06,850 --> 00:39:07,850
You're right.

802
00:39:09,450 --> 00:39:10,450
Of course.

803
00:39:13,300 --> 00:39:14,380
I'm just a terrible doctor.

804
00:39:15,010 --> 00:39:15,450
Yeah.

805
00:39:15,980 --> 00:39:17,610
Dr. Farley, please report to admitting.

806
00:39:17,810 --> 00:39:18,810
Dr. Farley?

807
00:39:21,250 --> 00:39:22,250
My leg?

808
00:39:28,020 --> 00:39:29,020
Jesus Christ.

809
00:39:30,100 --> 00:39:31,100
Can I forgive them?

810
00:39:31,330 --> 00:39:32,330
You're pretty smart.

811
00:39:32,530 --> 00:39:33,530
Here's how smart I am.

812
00:39:34,185 --> 00:39:37,505
I know that now that old Willie's back in
the picture, you have no shot with my mom.

813
00:39:37,600 --> 00:39:38,600
No shot at all.

814
00:39:39,050 --> 00:39:41,220
Not that you ever did, Mr. Old Soul.

815
00:39:42,180 --> 00:39:43,420
Does she love him?

816
00:39:43,860 --> 00:39:44,980
My mom's cleaned up her act.

817
00:39:45,080 --> 00:39:46,080
A lot.

818
00:39:46,120 --> 00:39:48,556
That's one last thing she's addicted to
that she'll never shake.

819
00:39:48,580 --> 00:39:49,580
What's that?

820
00:39:49,960 --> 00:39:50,960
Misery.

821
00:39:51,400 --> 00:39:52,400
Think you can walk?

822
00:39:53,260 --> 00:39:54,260
Much obliged.

823
00:39:54,440 --> 00:39:55,440
All right.

824
00:39:57,180 --> 00:39:58,440
You should forget it.

825
00:39:58,940 --> 00:40:00,740
Willie eats white boys like you for
breakfast.

826
00:40:01,860 --> 00:40:05,600
After a million miles of bad road,
I can handle a guy like Willie.

827
00:40:05,640 --> 00:40:06,280
Yeah, yeah.

828
00:40:06,380 --> 00:40:07,380
Fucking little...

829
00:40:14,330 --> 00:40:15,660
What the hell happened to you?

830
00:40:17,040 --> 00:40:18,040
I'll meet you outside.

831
00:40:20,500 --> 00:40:21,500
Um...

832
00:40:21,755 --> 00:40:22,755
It's kind of complicated.

833
00:40:23,200 --> 00:40:25,540
Is it all right if I lie now and tell you
the truth later?

834
00:40:25,740 --> 00:40:26,360
Of course.

835
00:40:26,740 --> 00:40:27,740
I fail.

836
00:40:28,030 --> 00:40:29,040
I'm so sorry.

837
00:40:30,320 --> 00:40:31,580
This is a new look for you.

838
00:40:32,480 --> 00:40:34,240
Yes, it's very bold.

839
00:40:35,445 --> 00:40:37,060
Ooh, my, my, my.

840
00:40:38,620 --> 00:40:40,180
It wasn't just a procedure, was it?

841
00:40:41,560 --> 00:40:42,560
Course not.

842
00:40:43,340 --> 00:40:44,780
You know us old Southern Bells.

843
00:40:46,640 --> 00:40:48,381
Is it... Cancer?

844
00:40:48,880 --> 00:40:49,400
Course.

845
00:40:49,880 --> 00:40:50,880
Fuck.

846
00:40:54,240 --> 00:40:55,300
Ask where.

847
00:40:55,660 --> 00:40:56,660
Oh.

848
00:40:57,690 --> 00:40:58,940
Here, there, everywhere.

849
00:41:01,020 --> 00:41:02,020
Are you scared?

850
00:41:02,880 --> 00:41:03,880
I'm not afraid.

851
00:41:05,390 --> 00:41:06,820
Dear heart, my soul's an old pro.

852
00:41:08,230 --> 00:41:10,940
But my body's a rookie who can't seem to
hit a sliding curve.

853
00:41:12,990 --> 00:41:18,100
However, as your sponsor...
No, Vera, don't worry about that.

854
00:41:18,200 --> 00:41:19,640
I want to make sure...

855
00:41:21,820 --> 00:41:23,740
we got through all 12 steps.

856
00:41:24,590 --> 00:41:26,580
Before I set sail for the great perhaps.

857
00:41:28,340 --> 00:41:29,340
So...

858
00:41:29,930 --> 00:41:32,220
taking three or four giant steps at a
time...

859
00:41:32,670 --> 00:41:33,840
here's basically the idea.

860
00:41:35,360 --> 00:41:36,360
Don't drink.

861
00:41:36,920 --> 00:41:37,920
Don't use.

862
00:41:38,800 --> 00:41:39,800
Don't lie.

863
00:41:40,720 --> 00:41:41,720
Ever.

864
00:41:41,840 --> 00:41:42,840
To anyone.

865
00:41:43,720 --> 00:41:44,720
Especially to yourself.

866
00:41:46,420 --> 00:41:47,420
Be kind.

867
00:41:48,780 --> 00:41:49,800
Be fearless.

868
00:41:51,020 --> 00:41:52,020
Be gentle.

869
00:41:53,380 --> 00:41:54,380
Find God.

870
00:41:55,960 --> 00:41:56,960
Talk to him daily.

871
00:41:58,990 --> 00:41:59,990
Then keep coming back.

872
00:42:04,960 --> 00:42:10,290
What if I keep coming back, and all of a
sudden I find myself getting in way,

873
00:42:11,925 --> 00:42:12,970
way too deep?

874
00:42:14,720 --> 00:42:16,630
That's my favorite place in the whole
world.

875
00:42:17,430 --> 00:42:18,470
Too deep.

876
00:42:20,870 --> 00:42:21,870
Oh, lordy, damn.

877
00:42:23,830 --> 00:42:25,670
To be young and in too deep.

878
00:42:28,030 --> 00:42:31,110
To be young You keep coming back too,
okay?

879
00:42:32,420 --> 00:42:34,730
Don, I'll keep coming back till I get it
right.

880
00:42:47,470 --> 00:42:50,120
So, after the accident, my father took
off.

881
00:42:50,890 --> 00:42:53,920
Six months later they found him in the
motel room and I spayed the details.

882
00:42:56,450 --> 00:42:57,880
I can't walk and he kills himself.

883
00:42:58,640 --> 00:42:59,640
What's up with that?

884
00:43:01,200 --> 00:43:02,200
It's fucked up.

885
00:43:03,340 --> 00:43:05,380
I guess somewhere along the lines I
decided to live.

886
00:43:06,110 --> 00:43:09,580
But my mom, she didn't really decide one
way or the other.

887
00:43:10,510 --> 00:43:13,040
So she just lives and dies at the same
time.

888
00:43:14,805 --> 00:43:16,900
Then really showed up and you know the
other stuff.

889
00:43:21,460 --> 00:43:22,460
Let's get you home.

890
00:43:25,630 --> 00:43:28,370
Listen, I just want you to know,
before you jump into our lives,

891
00:43:28,750 --> 00:43:30,510
man, this might be a good time to
reconsider.

892
00:43:45,840 --> 00:43:46,440
Come on!

893
00:43:46,441 --> 00:43:47,441
Alright, here we go!

894
00:43:57,580 --> 00:43:59,000
That was excellent.

895
00:43:59,220 --> 00:44:00,220
Ow!

896
00:44:00,650 --> 00:44:01,650
Are you alright?

897
00:44:02,460 --> 00:44:03,460
Yeah.

898
00:44:04,040 --> 00:44:05,040
What the hell?

899
00:44:07,000 --> 00:44:08,000
Where's the van?

900
00:44:08,400 --> 00:44:09,800
What the hell happened to your leg?

901
00:44:09,840 --> 00:44:10,840
Willie.

902
00:44:18,060 --> 00:44:19,060
What?

903
00:44:20,340 --> 00:44:21,340
Him.

904
00:44:39,840 --> 00:44:42,360
How the hell was I supposed to know what
you were trying to say?

905
00:44:42,660 --> 00:44:46,029
When I look back to stop, I
hit the curb and I swear to God

906
00:44:46,030 --> 00:44:49,100
I saw you go ten feet like a
ballistic missile or something.

907
00:44:49,140 --> 00:44:50,460
That doesn't look so hot.

908
00:44:50,960 --> 00:44:54,140
Yeah, well, it is what it is.

909
00:44:55,210 --> 00:44:56,210
Take off your pants.

910
00:44:56,240 --> 00:44:58,100
Nope, in the exit line if there ever was
one.

911
00:44:58,410 --> 00:44:59,410
Good night, kids.

912
00:44:59,690 --> 00:45:00,960
Thanks for not killing me, bro.

913
00:45:12,320 --> 00:45:14,460
Well, uh, we need to take you to the
hospital.

914
00:45:14,461 --> 00:45:15,461
Oh, we went.

915
00:45:15,820 --> 00:45:18,460
But your son there sent Dr. Farley into an
existential tailspin.

916
00:45:20,120 --> 00:45:21,120
He was useless.

917
00:45:28,300 --> 00:45:29,300
Am I hurting you?

918
00:45:30,100 --> 00:45:31,100
Not in a bad way.

919
00:45:35,250 --> 00:45:36,510
Why is a guy like Willie...

920
00:45:37,320 --> 00:45:39,166
I mean, why is a guy like that even in
your world?

921
00:45:39,190 --> 00:45:39,770
I don't get it.

922
00:45:39,850 --> 00:45:41,410
You don't know anything about my world.

923
00:45:41,930 --> 00:45:42,650
You're too... Young?

924
00:45:42,850 --> 00:45:43,410
I know.

925
00:45:43,635 --> 00:45:44,650
Blah, blah, blah.

926
00:45:45,390 --> 00:45:46,390
Why?

927
00:45:52,260 --> 00:45:53,260
There's a kind of guy.

928
00:45:54,970 --> 00:45:58,820
The kind of guy who figures out exactly
where you live.

929
00:46:01,650 --> 00:46:02,690
And then he just moves in.

930
00:46:06,210 --> 00:46:07,210
I got sober.

931
00:46:07,810 --> 00:46:08,810
I did some housecleaning.

932
00:46:09,850 --> 00:46:11,400
And out with the bad air went Willie.

933
00:46:12,530 --> 00:46:14,210
But Bobby says that you'll go back to him.

934
00:46:16,090 --> 00:46:17,090
Whenever he wants.

935
00:46:18,040 --> 00:46:19,980
I guess that's the kind of mother I've
been.

936
00:46:25,040 --> 00:46:26,040
All right.

937
00:46:37,980 --> 00:46:39,630
Um... What?

938
00:46:40,450 --> 00:46:43,080
Uh, I think I should put my pants back on.

939
00:46:43,360 --> 00:46:44,000
Oh, right.

940
00:46:44,220 --> 00:46:44,780
Sorry.

941
00:46:44,960 --> 00:46:45,340
Okay.

942
00:46:45,580 --> 00:46:47,140
No, no, don't apologize.

943
00:46:47,380 --> 00:46:48,780
Don't ever apologize.

944
00:46:56,580 --> 00:46:57,580
He's gonna show up here.

945
00:46:58,730 --> 00:46:59,780
Tonight, tomorrow.

946
00:47:01,060 --> 00:47:02,060
Sometime...

947
00:47:02,940 --> 00:47:03,940
he's gonna come for me.

948
00:47:05,890 --> 00:47:07,560
And he's not gonna like the sound of no.

949
00:47:09,130 --> 00:47:10,770
And he's not gonna like the sight of you.

950
00:47:14,470 --> 00:47:16,030
I wouldn't worry too much about Willie.

951
00:47:18,080 --> 00:47:19,640
How you guys like Willie for breakfast?

952
00:47:23,840 --> 00:47:25,920
I haven't heard Bobby laugh like that in a
long time.

953
00:47:32,770 --> 00:47:33,770
Beautiful.

954
00:47:35,830 --> 00:47:36,830
Yes.

955
00:47:37,020 --> 00:47:38,060
I was talking about the...

956
00:47:39,930 --> 00:47:40,330
song.

957
00:47:40,331 --> 00:47:41,331
Savannah Finch.

958
00:47:44,540 --> 00:47:45,580
I like that you know that.

959
00:47:51,490 --> 00:47:55,290
I've had to give up just about everything
there is to give up.

960
00:47:59,510 --> 00:48:01,790
But if you don't kiss me right now,
I think I'll go crazy.

961
00:48:14,070 --> 00:48:15,230
You have to be quiet.

962
00:48:26,290 --> 00:48:27,290
What time is she coming?

963
00:48:27,470 --> 00:48:29,690
I made a lovely quiche with ham.

964
00:48:29,830 --> 00:48:31,110
She's not a vegetarian, is she?

965
00:48:31,130 --> 00:48:32,130
She's the next hooker.

966
00:48:32,350 --> 00:48:32,510
What?

967
00:48:32,580 --> 00:48:33,370
A stripper?

968
00:48:33,430 --> 00:48:34,510
No, she's not a vegetarian.

969
00:48:34,790 --> 00:48:35,990
Where is she from again?

970
00:48:36,390 --> 00:48:37,710
Who cares where she's from?

971
00:48:38,030 --> 00:48:39,030
Savannah, there.

972
00:48:39,170 --> 00:48:39,570
Christ.

973
00:48:40,110 --> 00:48:41,110
I'm gonna have a mimosa.

974
00:48:41,290 --> 00:48:42,270
Anyone care to join me?

975
00:48:42,290 --> 00:48:42,490
No.

976
00:48:42,630 --> 00:48:43,070
Why not?

977
00:48:43,190 --> 00:48:43,670
It's after 1.

978
00:48:44,015 --> 00:48:46,510
I told her we're all alcoholics and that
we can't drink.

979
00:48:46,590 --> 00:48:47,470
Neither am I.

980
00:48:47,570 --> 00:48:51,570
And the only one in this family who's an
alcoholic is you.

981
00:48:51,890 --> 00:48:55,170
And you're just pretending to be an alcoholic
so you can keep getting into her pants.

982
00:48:55,490 --> 00:48:58,090
Dad, come on, listen to me, please.

983
00:48:58,210 --> 00:49:00,050
I told her we're all in the program and
that...

984
00:49:00,051 --> 00:49:01,691
Why in the world would you tell her that?

985
00:49:01,730 --> 00:49:02,730
What?

986
00:49:02,930 --> 00:49:03,930
I can't remember.

987
00:49:04,050 --> 00:49:05,690
But I'm sure I had a very good reason.

988
00:49:05,830 --> 00:49:06,590
That's because you're pussy-whipped.

989
00:49:06,830 --> 00:49:07,590
Pussy-whipped?

990
00:49:07,690 --> 00:49:08,470
Well, that's news.

991
00:49:08,640 --> 00:49:09,350
Don't you think, Wyatt?

992
00:49:09,390 --> 00:49:11,126
After all these years wondering if he was
gay.

993
00:49:11,150 --> 00:49:11,730
Oh, God.

994
00:49:11,790 --> 00:49:12,650
This calls for a drink.

995
00:49:12,670 --> 00:49:12,910
No.

996
00:49:12,990 --> 00:49:13,750
Perhaps a doobie.

997
00:49:13,810 --> 00:49:13,990
No.

998
00:49:14,330 --> 00:49:15,130
You're being an asshole.

999
00:49:15,131 --> 00:49:16,166
No, you're being an asshole.

1000
00:49:16,190 --> 00:49:18,985
Listen, Tay-Tay, you
can put on a wife beater

1001
00:49:18,986 --> 00:49:21,690
and hobnail boots, but
I can still kick your ass.

1002
00:49:21,790 --> 00:49:22,906
Why are you dressed like that?

1003
00:49:22,930 --> 00:49:25,070
Like some kind of... I don't know what.

1004
00:49:25,170 --> 00:49:25,550
A biker.

1005
00:49:25,790 --> 00:49:27,090
But precisely, a biker.

1006
00:49:27,270 --> 00:49:27,870
Oh, big deal.

1007
00:49:27,910 --> 00:49:28,790
I bought a bike.

1008
00:49:28,791 --> 00:49:29,050
What?

1009
00:49:29,290 --> 00:49:30,030
It's all right.

1010
00:49:30,050 --> 00:49:31,050
Look, it's right there.

1011
00:49:31,510 --> 00:49:32,510
That's my hog.

1012
00:49:33,370 --> 00:49:34,370
Ain't she sweet?

1013
00:49:34,610 --> 00:49:35,610
Do you have a hernia?

1014
00:49:35,750 --> 00:49:36,950
Why are you walking like that?

1015
00:49:37,050 --> 00:49:37,230
Bo.

1016
00:49:37,550 --> 00:49:37,930
Bo?

1017
00:49:38,250 --> 00:49:39,030
He's just being Bo.

1018
00:49:39,250 --> 00:49:40,250
I'm lost.

1019
00:49:40,310 --> 00:49:42,790
Look, Bo is this guy who...

1020
00:49:44,050 --> 00:49:45,050
Oh, this is pointless.

1021
00:49:45,250 --> 00:49:47,370
Look, Mom, you have your poems.

1022
00:49:47,530 --> 00:49:48,686
Campbell, you have your paintings.

1023
00:49:48,710 --> 00:49:49,950
Dad, you have your books.

1024
00:49:50,070 --> 00:49:53,070
I have nothing except for my horseshit
heart.

1025
00:49:53,230 --> 00:49:54,230
Until now.

1026
00:49:54,630 --> 00:49:56,050
Now I have Bo.

1027
00:49:56,460 --> 00:49:58,390
Bo is my work of art, and I am in love.

1028
00:49:58,790 --> 00:49:59,350
You sound insane, boy.

1029
00:49:59,490 --> 00:50:00,790
Yes, I've gone mad.

1030
00:50:01,040 --> 00:50:04,610
I've become, at long last, an Ogburn,
and you should all be very proud.

1031
00:50:04,810 --> 00:50:05,190
I am.

1032
00:50:05,450 --> 00:50:10,590
And by the way, y'all a bunch of drunks
and stoners, and the only reason that you

1033
00:50:10,591 --> 00:50:13,950
get away with it is because y'all are so
fabulous and brilliant and good-looking.

1034
00:50:14,190 --> 00:50:17,190
Well, I think I told Crystal y'all in AA
because you should be.

1035
00:50:18,590 --> 00:50:22,390
And if you call me Tay-Tay in front of
her, I swear to God... Okay, Tay-Tay.

1036
00:50:22,810 --> 00:50:23,810
You son of a bitch!

1037
00:50:23,990 --> 00:50:26,950
Stop it!

1038
00:50:27,070 --> 00:50:27,550
Stop it!

1039
00:50:27,551 --> 00:50:28,551
Stop it!

1040
00:50:29,410 --> 00:50:30,410
That's enough!

1041
00:50:30,490 --> 00:50:31,130
Stop it!

1042
00:50:31,210 --> 00:50:31,650
No more!

1043
00:50:31,850 --> 00:50:32,370
No more!

1044
00:50:32,510 --> 00:50:32,810
Stop!

1045
00:50:32,930 --> 00:50:33,930
Stop!

1046
00:50:34,010 --> 00:50:34,790
Get up!

1047
00:50:34,810 --> 00:50:35,270
Get up!

1048
00:50:35,470 --> 00:50:36,130
She's here.

1049
00:50:36,490 --> 00:50:37,110
She's here!

1050
00:50:37,370 --> 00:50:38,370
Hi.

1051
00:50:40,670 --> 00:50:42,190
This is so crazy.

1052
00:50:42,510 --> 00:50:43,510
Come on in.

1053
00:50:43,550 --> 00:50:44,726
They're just dying to meet you.

1054
00:50:44,750 --> 00:50:45,750
Come on.

1055
00:50:47,130 --> 00:50:48,130
Welcome.

1056
00:50:50,790 --> 00:50:52,090
Tay-Tay just made a mess.

1057
00:50:52,670 --> 00:50:53,370
Picking it up.

1058
00:50:53,470 --> 00:50:55,230
I am so sorry.

1059
00:50:55,231 --> 00:50:56,231
I really mean it.

1060
00:50:56,500 --> 00:50:57,830
I'm gonna check on the quiche.

1061
00:50:57,910 --> 00:51:00,470
Dad, this is Crystal and her son Bobby.

1062
00:51:00,630 --> 00:51:01,070
Welcome.

1063
00:51:01,310 --> 00:51:02,310
Welcome.

1064
00:51:02,370 --> 00:51:03,750
Crystal, is it?

1065
00:51:03,790 --> 00:51:04,110
Crystal?

1066
00:51:04,370 --> 00:51:04,790
Yes it is.

1067
00:51:04,850 --> 00:51:05,190
Crystal.

1068
00:51:05,450 --> 00:51:06,230
Crystal it is.

1069
00:51:06,350 --> 00:51:07,350
Crystal, welcome.

1070
00:51:07,970 --> 00:51:08,970
Crystal it is.

1071
00:51:09,470 --> 00:51:13,970
Well, can I get anyone an iced tea or
perhaps a lemonade?

1072
00:51:14,960 --> 00:51:15,986
An iced tea would be lovely.

1073
00:51:16,010 --> 00:51:16,530
I get it.

1074
00:51:16,610 --> 00:51:17,610
Me too.

1075
00:51:17,940 --> 00:51:18,940
Yeah, two, Wyatt.

1076
00:51:18,970 --> 00:51:19,290
Two.

1077
00:51:19,865 --> 00:51:21,990
Well, why don't we all sit down?

1078
00:51:22,540 --> 00:51:23,540
Let me take your coat.

1079
00:51:23,950 --> 00:51:24,950
Yeah.

1080
00:51:35,130 --> 00:51:37,510
You have a lovely home, Mrs. Ogburn.

1081
00:51:37,670 --> 00:51:39,030
Oh, please, Poppy.

1082
00:51:42,730 --> 00:51:44,270
Can I get you something to drink?

1083
00:51:45,510 --> 00:51:47,591
I think your husband's... Oh!

1084
00:51:52,910 --> 00:51:55,790
What in the world is keeping my husband so
long?

1085
00:51:56,230 --> 00:51:57,230
Excuse me.

1086
00:52:03,580 --> 00:52:04,140
Hey.

1087
00:52:04,440 --> 00:52:04,980
Hey.

1088
00:52:05,400 --> 00:52:06,920
Taylor tells me that you're a painter.

1089
00:52:07,370 --> 00:52:10,320
He told you I'm a painter because...

1090
00:52:12,330 --> 00:52:13,620
I am a painter.

1091
00:52:13,760 --> 00:52:14,200
I am.

1092
00:52:14,300 --> 00:52:15,300
That's right.

1093
00:52:16,350 --> 00:52:17,470
What a charming coincidence.

1094
00:52:19,320 --> 00:52:20,320
What?

1095
00:52:20,480 --> 00:52:21,480
Wyatt!

1096
00:52:22,020 --> 00:52:23,120
What are you doing?

1097
00:52:23,260 --> 00:52:25,280
We promised no drinking.

1098
00:52:25,800 --> 00:52:29,240
Seems I am forced into what someone weaker
than myself call a confession.

1099
00:52:30,780 --> 00:52:31,780
Tell me.

1100
00:52:32,220 --> 00:52:33,220
I know her.

1101
00:52:35,640 --> 00:52:36,640
Bobby.

1102
00:52:38,660 --> 00:52:41,240
Your eyes are so deep, I'm drowning in
them.

1103
00:52:45,630 --> 00:52:46,790
That was too much, wasn't it?

1104
00:52:46,880 --> 00:52:47,880
Just a bit, sir.

1105
00:52:48,160 --> 00:52:51,001
I'm gonna go to
the... I'll be right back.

1106
00:52:53,960 --> 00:52:54,960
He's so shy.

1107
00:52:55,240 --> 00:52:56,720
Oh, yeah, he's just...

1108
00:52:57,360 --> 00:52:58,380
the king of shy.

1109
00:52:58,381 --> 00:52:59,461
I need to use the restroom.

1110
00:53:00,490 --> 00:53:01,480
Let me show you where it is.

1111
00:53:01,500 --> 00:53:02,600
I can handle it.

1112
00:53:02,660 --> 00:53:03,780
Just tell me where.

1113
00:53:05,760 --> 00:53:07,500
That's down the hall and to the left.

1114
00:53:07,760 --> 00:53:08,760
All right.

1115
00:53:17,080 --> 00:53:18,080
Hey.

1116
00:53:18,870 --> 00:53:20,230
Wanna shoot that puppy my way,
Ace?

1117
00:53:28,170 --> 00:53:29,530
I'm getting kind of a bad feeling.

1118
00:53:29,700 --> 00:53:30,700
In your heart?

1119
00:53:31,315 --> 00:53:32,635
Do we have to go to the hospital?

1120
00:53:32,670 --> 00:53:33,460
Do we have to go right now?

1121
00:53:33,620 --> 00:53:33,820
Nope.

1122
00:53:33,960 --> 00:53:34,720
Maybe we should go right now.

1123
00:53:34,721 --> 00:53:35,200
Just in case.

1124
00:53:35,480 --> 00:53:36,480
I'm fine.

1125
00:53:36,540 --> 00:53:37,800
Oh, fuck you, Wyatt!

1126
00:53:38,910 --> 00:53:39,910
Fuck you!

1127
00:53:42,690 --> 00:53:44,500
I bet you know ill will, darling.

1128
00:53:44,560 --> 00:53:46,280
We women do what we have to do to survive.

1129
00:53:46,480 --> 00:53:48,220
However, fuck you, Wyatt!

1130
00:53:49,760 --> 00:53:51,780
That's just, uh, her way of...

1131
00:53:55,140 --> 00:53:56,140
I don't know.

1132
00:53:56,920 --> 00:53:57,320
Mom!

1133
00:53:57,740 --> 00:53:58,740
I gotta go.

1134
00:54:00,380 --> 00:54:01,380
Where's Bobby?

1135
00:54:02,520 --> 00:54:06,320
How would you like it to be?

1136
00:54:06,321 --> 00:54:07,321
I think I kinda do.

1137
00:54:07,600 --> 00:54:08,880
Maybe we can work something out.

1138
00:54:10,470 --> 00:54:11,470
What the hell?

1139
00:54:13,010 --> 00:54:14,010
God damn it.

1140
00:54:14,220 --> 00:54:14,740
Oh.

1141
00:54:15,220 --> 00:54:17,180
Uh-huh.

1142
00:54:18,480 --> 00:54:19,480
It...

1143
00:54:20,740 --> 00:54:21,740
Shit.

1144
00:54:23,000 --> 00:54:24,000
Whoa, whoa, whoa.

1145
00:54:24,100 --> 00:54:25,680
Take it easy.

1146
00:54:27,780 --> 00:54:29,220
What the fuck?

1147
00:54:29,340 --> 00:54:30,160
I didn't do anything.

1148
00:54:30,280 --> 00:54:31,100
Shut up, Campbell.

1149
00:54:31,300 --> 00:54:32,300
Wait!

1150
00:54:32,360 --> 00:54:33,360
What happened?

1151
00:54:34,720 --> 00:54:41,140
Maybe, just maybe, I could have one normal
day in my life with a normal family in one

1152
00:54:41,141 --> 00:54:43,060
of those houses you drive by and dream
about.

1153
00:54:43,980 --> 00:54:46,660
Just normal fucking day with my son.

1154
00:54:46,960 --> 00:54:49,520
Today can still be normal, I swear to God.

1155
00:54:49,840 --> 00:54:50,840
Right, Bobby?

1156
00:54:51,240 --> 00:54:52,536
I can't remember what we're talking about.

1157
00:54:52,560 --> 00:54:54,880
That's because your brother got him
stomped.

1158
00:54:55,460 --> 00:54:57,140
And your father, Jesus!

1159
00:54:57,960 --> 00:54:59,920
Just when I think I've got my life turned
around.

1160
00:55:00,900 --> 00:55:05,460
My past comes and jumps up and bites me in
the ass like a junkyard dog.

1161
00:55:05,560 --> 00:55:08,220
Wait, wait, wait, just one moment.

1162
00:55:08,500 --> 00:55:10,469
I think there are some
situations that you can

1163
00:55:10,470 --> 00:55:12,260
and there are situations
you cannot control.

1164
00:55:12,420 --> 00:55:12,440
I'm an idiot.

1165
00:55:12,441 --> 00:55:14,721
You just gotta learn to accept the things
you cannot fuck.

1166
00:55:21,580 --> 00:55:22,580
Thanks a lot.

1167
00:55:23,340 --> 00:55:24,340
What happened?

1168
00:55:24,500 --> 00:55:25,240
Ask your father.

1169
00:55:25,420 --> 00:55:25,840
Dad?

1170
00:55:26,130 --> 00:55:27,900
I think monkish silence is in order.

1171
00:55:27,901 --> 00:55:28,440
Oh, fuck.

1172
00:55:28,520 --> 00:55:29,520
Getting the kid high.

1173
00:55:29,620 --> 00:55:31,280
What is the matter with you people?

1174
00:55:31,281 --> 00:55:33,180
You people is your people.

1175
00:55:33,520 --> 00:55:34,520
Not anymore.

1176
00:55:35,360 --> 00:55:36,360
Now I renounce you.

1177
00:55:36,880 --> 00:55:37,920
I renounce you totally.

1178
00:55:38,340 --> 00:55:41,820
Y'all have everything and for the first
time I had someone who was mine.

1179
00:55:42,130 --> 00:55:42,800
She wasn't yours.

1180
00:55:42,900 --> 00:55:43,980
In my heart she was.

1181
00:55:44,935 --> 00:55:46,780
In my heart I was not alone anymore.

1182
00:55:46,980 --> 00:55:48,180
Baby, you've never been alone.

1183
00:55:48,500 --> 00:55:49,500
I have always been alone.

1184
00:55:50,150 --> 00:55:51,960
Ever since finding Satan in the attic.

1185
00:55:52,280 --> 00:55:52,720
Satan?

1186
00:55:53,060 --> 00:55:53,660
In the attic?

1187
00:55:53,900 --> 00:55:54,240
Dude.

1188
00:55:54,575 --> 00:55:56,935
And I run to tell you and all you did was
promise me a pony.

1189
00:55:57,220 --> 00:55:57,660
Pony?

1190
00:55:57,740 --> 00:55:58,740
What pony?

1191
00:55:59,090 --> 00:56:00,520
And now you do this.

1192
00:56:03,665 --> 00:56:04,940
I never promised him a pony.

1193
00:56:51,260 --> 00:56:52,260
Hey!

1194
00:56:53,650 --> 00:56:54,970
I thought I told you to fuck off.

1195
00:56:55,100 --> 00:56:55,600
I tried.

1196
00:56:56,040 --> 00:56:57,040
It didn't work.

1197
00:56:58,180 --> 00:57:00,220
Now listen, I know that you don't want to
hear this.

1198
00:57:00,870 --> 00:57:01,870
But I really love you.

1199
00:57:02,740 --> 00:57:04,778
And there's nothing
you can do and nothing

1200
00:57:04,779 --> 00:57:06,960
you can say that will
ever, ever make me stop.

1201
00:57:07,200 --> 00:57:08,200
Try this on for size.

1202
00:57:09,770 --> 00:57:10,770
I know your father.

1203
00:57:44,695 --> 00:57:45,695
That's my car.

1204
00:57:46,280 --> 00:57:46,840
Right?

1205
00:57:46,960 --> 00:57:47,420
Right?

1206
00:57:47,460 --> 00:57:48,460
That's my car.

1207
00:57:48,920 --> 00:57:50,560
You think you're freaked out?

1208
00:57:51,470 --> 00:57:54,300
I walk into your house with my son and
there he is.

1209
00:57:55,040 --> 00:57:55,600
Spanky.

1210
00:57:56,040 --> 00:57:56,600
Spanky?

1211
00:57:56,680 --> 00:57:57,680
Your father.

1212
00:57:57,800 --> 00:58:01,180
He told us he was a roadie with the Allman
Brothers.

1213
00:58:01,480 --> 00:58:01,640
Us?

1214
00:58:02,240 --> 00:58:03,440
You know, the girls.

1215
00:58:04,220 --> 00:58:05,220
Shit.

1216
00:58:06,340 --> 00:58:07,740
Why'd you call him Spanky?

1217
00:58:08,980 --> 00:58:09,980
You are young.

1218
00:58:10,840 --> 00:58:11,700
Same hood.

1219
00:58:11,780 --> 00:58:12,480
Same rock.

1220
00:58:12,500 --> 00:58:13,500
Same block.

1221
00:58:14,840 --> 00:58:16,600
Well, well, well.

1222
00:58:19,820 --> 00:58:21,280
Here's the irony of the thing.

1223
00:58:21,900 --> 00:58:24,100
Irony and spanking in the same story.

1224
00:58:24,200 --> 00:58:26,860
Your father gives me this book.

1225
00:58:27,510 --> 00:58:28,540
The History of Own.

1226
00:58:29,340 --> 00:58:31,420
And that book knocked me out.

1227
00:58:32,040 --> 00:58:33,120
Right off of my feet.

1228
00:58:33,940 --> 00:58:35,980
To catch a raindrop on your top.

1229
00:58:37,220 --> 00:58:39,900
To be alive in the dawn of your new story.

1230
00:58:39,920 --> 00:58:43,820
How was I supposed to know that Spanky was
Dr. Wyatt Ogburn?

1231
00:58:44,590 --> 00:58:47,430
You just assumed that he was a well-read
roadie for the Allman Brothers?

1232
00:58:47,640 --> 00:58:48,640
Hi, folks.

1233
00:58:49,040 --> 00:58:53,820
Please remember to not park in front of D
andD on the parkway after 2 p.m.

1234
00:58:53,980 --> 00:58:56,560
I started... I started chanting.

1235
00:58:57,290 --> 00:58:59,100
During the actual spanking sessions...

1236
00:59:00,150 --> 00:59:01,150
Would you take breaks?

1237
00:59:01,630 --> 00:59:03,060
And we'll do birthdays next Monday.

1238
00:59:04,340 --> 00:59:06,040
Sir, we have a no-smoking policy.

1239
00:59:08,680 --> 00:59:09,680
Oh.

1240
00:59:09,920 --> 00:59:10,920
Everyone?

1241
00:59:12,580 --> 00:59:17,080
Laura, grant me the serenity to accept the
things I cannot change.

1242
00:59:17,790 --> 00:59:19,900
The courage to change the things I can.

1243
00:59:20,710 --> 00:59:22,040
And the wisdom to know the difference.

1244
00:59:22,041 --> 00:59:23,241
Why don't you all have a seat?

1245
00:59:24,240 --> 00:59:28,520
All right, for those of you that had the
great misfortune of missing last week's

1246
00:59:28,521 --> 00:59:32,840
speaker and those of you who have clamored
for his return, Bo, everyone.

1247
00:59:33,820 --> 00:59:34,820
Oh, yeah!

1248
00:59:38,560 --> 00:59:40,020
Yeah, he's good, he's good.

1249
00:59:41,940 --> 00:59:44,200
Hi, I'm Bo, and I'm an alcoholic and an
addict.

1250
00:59:48,640 --> 00:59:53,240
When I first joined AA, I wanted the men
to fear me and the women to love me.

1251
00:59:53,480 --> 00:59:56,380
But now, the men love me and the women
fear me.

1252
00:59:57,890 --> 01:00:00,180
I smoked my first joint when I was 12.

1253
01:00:01,010 --> 01:00:05,700
My parents, they were devout Baptists,
so they took me to the minister and he

1254
01:00:05,701 --> 01:00:10,280
said to me, every time I smoked marijuana,
I was letting the devil into my soul.

1255
01:00:10,460 --> 01:00:10,900
The devil!

1256
01:00:11,460 --> 01:00:12,460
That's right.

1257
01:00:13,980 --> 01:00:14,980
That's my friend.

1258
01:00:15,140 --> 01:00:17,420
Because Satan's fuel is nothing more than
fear.

1259
01:00:19,070 --> 01:00:21,240
The fear that danced around in my dreams.

1260
01:00:22,660 --> 01:00:23,660
The fear of the dark.

1261
01:00:24,000 --> 01:00:25,280
Too much light.

1262
01:00:26,220 --> 01:00:27,400
My reflection in the mirror.

1263
01:00:28,200 --> 01:00:29,760
My father's eyes.

1264
01:00:31,150 --> 01:00:32,150
His silence.

1265
01:00:32,190 --> 01:00:33,190
His voice.

1266
01:00:34,940 --> 01:00:42,181
After a million miles of bad road, I
woke up to flies buzzing around a syringe.

1267
01:00:43,370 --> 01:00:45,980
And empty bottles of Thunderbird
everywhere.

1268
01:00:46,780 --> 01:00:48,740
Weird shit written all over the walls.

1269
01:00:50,090 --> 01:00:51,840
And something really sticky in my hair.

1270
01:00:54,540 --> 01:00:55,560
And then a voice.

1271
01:00:57,050 --> 01:00:59,220
Welcome to the end of the line.

1272
01:01:00,820 --> 01:01:01,820
Whose voice?

1273
01:01:03,580 --> 01:01:06,340
I think God got us here.

1274
01:01:06,900 --> 01:01:09,720
And I think faith keeps us coming back.

1275
01:01:10,740 --> 01:01:11,940
The faith that gives us wings.

1276
01:01:13,140 --> 01:01:14,920
Or at least a soft place to land.

1277
01:01:17,930 --> 01:01:18,930
Happy landing, Poe.

1278
01:01:19,510 --> 01:01:21,860
So now, you gotta ask yourself.

1279
01:01:23,610 --> 01:01:24,610
Why are you here?

1280
01:01:25,720 --> 01:01:26,720
What's chasing you?

1281
01:01:27,740 --> 01:01:28,740
Who's chasing you?

1282
01:01:30,080 --> 01:01:32,040
Why do you think it can't get you in this
room?

1283
01:02:23,310 --> 01:02:24,420
Boy, am I glad to see you.

1284
01:02:25,220 --> 01:02:26,220
There, there, dear heart.

1285
01:02:26,260 --> 01:02:27,260
I'm not dead yet.

1286
01:02:28,000 --> 01:02:29,960
I am, however, moving to Detroit.

1287
01:02:29,961 --> 01:02:31,640
To live with my son.

1288
01:02:31,960 --> 01:02:32,960
He insists.

1289
01:02:34,480 --> 01:02:36,036
Detroit's a little better than being dead.

1290
01:02:36,060 --> 01:02:37,060
Don't you think?

1291
01:02:38,620 --> 01:02:40,620
Vera, I don't think I can keep coming back
anymore.

1292
01:02:41,080 --> 01:02:42,080
Oh dear.

1293
01:02:44,410 --> 01:02:45,936
I just don't know what I'm coming back to.

1294
01:02:45,960 --> 01:02:46,500
You're leaving.

1295
01:02:46,580 --> 01:02:47,580
The gallery's closing.

1296
01:02:47,740 --> 01:02:49,900
My family's blowing up right in front of
me.

1297
01:02:50,040 --> 01:02:52,060
And she's gone.

1298
01:02:52,720 --> 01:02:53,720
Ah.

1299
01:02:54,000 --> 01:02:55,000
She.

1300
01:03:00,100 --> 01:03:02,868
You know, Taylor,
sometimes coming back over

1301
01:03:02,869 --> 01:03:05,721
and over again is just
plain embarrassing.

1302
01:03:06,140 --> 01:03:07,140
And foolish.

1303
01:03:08,310 --> 01:03:10,137
Because the more you keep
coming back, the farther and

1304
01:03:10,138 --> 01:03:12,360
farther away whatever you've
been coming back for gets.

1305
01:03:14,515 --> 01:03:15,515
It's a corollary to this.

1306
01:03:17,620 --> 01:03:21,120
The more desperately you think you want
something, the more you're never,

1307
01:03:21,300 --> 01:03:22,300
ever gonna get it.

1308
01:03:25,620 --> 01:03:26,660
So what do you do?

1309
01:03:27,220 --> 01:03:28,220
You wait.

1310
01:03:29,520 --> 01:03:30,320
Be still.

1311
01:03:30,540 --> 01:03:31,540
And wait.

1312
01:03:33,460 --> 01:03:34,460
For what?

1313
01:03:35,990 --> 01:03:39,100
For whatever you've been coming back to,
to come back to you.

1314
01:03:40,830 --> 01:03:42,150
I wonder if it doesn't come back.

1315
01:03:42,580 --> 01:03:44,500
I don't have time for what ifs.

1316
01:03:53,120 --> 01:03:54,120
Here.

1317
01:03:54,840 --> 01:03:55,840
This should help.

1318
01:03:59,180 --> 01:04:00,220
I'm really gonna miss you.

1319
01:04:03,180 --> 01:04:04,180
Now go on.

1320
01:04:04,700 --> 01:04:05,700
Be young.

1321
01:04:06,340 --> 01:04:07,500
Don't worry about both of us.

1322
01:04:37,060 --> 01:04:38,550
I'm gonna blow my fucking brains out.

1323
01:04:38,750 --> 01:04:39,750
God.

1324
01:04:40,180 --> 01:04:41,940
How long do you think he's gonna be up
there?

1325
01:04:42,210 --> 01:04:43,210
It's been days.

1326
01:04:43,400 --> 01:04:44,506
What do you think he's doing?

1327
01:04:44,530 --> 01:04:45,530
His wallowing.

1328
01:04:46,270 --> 01:04:50,650
On a theoretical level, you think parents
are responsible for everything?

1329
01:04:50,810 --> 01:04:51,810
Generally, no.

1330
01:04:52,210 --> 01:04:52,730
Specifically?

1331
01:04:53,070 --> 01:04:54,070
Yes.

1332
01:04:55,890 --> 01:04:57,910
In that case, shall we?

1333
01:05:02,560 --> 01:05:03,980
I can't live.

1334
01:05:09,600 --> 01:05:11,080
I can't live.

1335
01:05:13,350 --> 01:05:14,460
I can't live.

1336
01:05:14,461 --> 01:05:15,580
I can't give anymore.

1337
01:05:16,900 --> 01:05:19,470
I can't give anymore.

1338
01:05:19,471 --> 01:05:20,471
I can't give anymore.

1339
01:05:21,170 --> 01:05:21,770
Son?

1340
01:05:22,110 --> 01:05:25,732
We just, we've been
talking, and we just want to,

1341
01:05:25,733 --> 01:05:30,271
as a family, apologize
if we in any way... Stop.

1342
01:05:36,070 --> 01:05:38,652
It occurs to me, Dad,
that I never would

1343
01:05:38,653 --> 01:05:42,701
have met you if you
hadn't written that book.

1344
01:05:43,370 --> 01:05:46,495
It occurs to me, Mom, that
her beauty would have sailed

1345
01:05:46,496 --> 01:05:49,001
right over my head if I had
never read one of your poems.

1346
01:05:51,300 --> 01:05:54,620
And it occurs to me, Campbell,
that I never would have been bold enough

1347
01:05:55,020 --> 01:05:58,680
to paint myself in bow if it hadn't been
for the boldness of your brush.

1348
01:06:01,650 --> 01:06:02,970
What have you been doing up here?

1349
01:06:03,840 --> 01:06:04,240
Waiting.

1350
01:06:04,520 --> 01:06:05,520
For what?

1351
01:06:11,360 --> 01:06:12,360
Hey, man.

1352
01:06:13,500 --> 01:06:14,500
Okay, it's okay.

1353
01:06:14,580 --> 01:06:14,740
What?

1354
01:06:15,520 --> 01:06:16,520
Okay, got it.

1355
01:06:16,680 --> 01:06:17,680
I'm on the way.

1356
01:07:20,170 --> 01:07:21,170
Is she here?

1357
01:07:21,550 --> 01:07:22,550
No.

1358
01:07:23,170 --> 01:07:24,170
Are you okay?

1359
01:07:24,630 --> 01:07:25,890
Yeah, but I'm glad you're here.

1360
01:07:26,100 --> 01:07:27,670
Willie has completely lost his shit.

1361
01:07:27,950 --> 01:07:30,230
He says he went to some meeting and they
voodooed his ass.

1362
01:07:30,400 --> 01:07:32,258
He doesn't sleep, he
just draws like a madman

1363
01:07:32,259 --> 01:07:33,950
and screams at my
mom that she's a witch.

1364
01:07:34,210 --> 01:07:34,870
Where is she?

1365
01:07:34,871 --> 01:07:38,230
I'm just stuck in this fucking chair
watching the days die and listening to the

1366
01:07:38,231 --> 01:07:40,370
flies buzz and I got a bad case of the
dreads.

1367
01:07:40,371 --> 01:07:42,051
And the only dude I could think of was
you.

1368
01:07:42,340 --> 01:07:43,340
Where is she?

1369
01:07:46,290 --> 01:07:47,290
This ought to be good.

1370
01:07:52,530 --> 01:07:52,930
Gee.

1371
01:07:53,190 --> 01:07:53,390
Hi.

1372
01:07:53,530 --> 01:07:53,970
Hi, Mom.

1373
01:07:54,070 --> 01:07:54,970
Nice to see you again.

1374
01:07:55,030 --> 01:07:55,950
Glad you're still breathing.

1375
01:07:56,010 --> 01:07:56,750
Fucking thrilled.

1376
01:07:56,870 --> 01:07:57,510
Do you remember Taylor?

1377
01:07:57,870 --> 01:07:58,870
Huh?

1378
01:07:59,050 --> 01:08:01,211
What the fuck are
you... You know what?

1379
01:08:01,760 --> 01:08:02,760
Doesn't even matter.

1380
01:08:02,790 --> 01:08:03,490
Oh, Jesus.

1381
01:08:03,570 --> 01:08:04,570
Are you high?

1382
01:08:06,090 --> 01:08:06,410
Okay.

1383
01:08:06,770 --> 01:08:07,770
All right.

1384
01:08:07,830 --> 01:08:08,790
Pack up your shit.

1385
01:08:08,830 --> 01:08:09,870
We're getting out of here.

1386
01:08:17,860 --> 01:08:21,290
What the fuck are you doing?

1387
01:08:21,430 --> 01:08:21,990
Give me my shit.

1388
01:08:22,030 --> 01:08:22,330
Hey, no.

1389
01:08:22,450 --> 01:08:24,810
I'm taking you and I'm taking Bobby and
I'm taking you home.

1390
01:08:24,910 --> 01:08:25,530
Oh, Rick.

1391
01:08:25,550 --> 01:08:26,610
Are you fucking serious?

1392
01:08:26,970 --> 01:08:28,266
Are you kidding me with this shit?

1393
01:08:28,290 --> 01:08:29,290
Fucking Sterling money.

1394
01:08:29,350 --> 01:08:30,050
Okay, don't look.

1395
01:08:30,350 --> 01:08:32,350
Don't look at my back if you don't want to
find it.

1396
01:08:32,570 --> 01:08:32,890
You promised.

1397
01:08:32,891 --> 01:08:32,910
You promised.

1398
01:08:33,530 --> 01:08:34,530
Hey, hey.

1399
01:08:34,650 --> 01:08:35,730
Get down.

1400
01:08:35,830 --> 01:08:36,270
Stay there.

1401
01:08:36,390 --> 01:08:36,810
Come on.

1402
01:08:36,830 --> 01:08:37,530
I'm helping you.

1403
01:08:37,830 --> 01:08:38,830
We are helping you.

1404
01:08:39,670 --> 01:08:41,066
You said you weren't using anymore.

1405
01:08:41,090 --> 01:08:42,090
I'm not using.

1406
01:08:43,950 --> 01:08:44,950
I'm just tired.

1407
01:08:45,990 --> 01:08:46,990
Okay?

1408
01:08:47,330 --> 01:08:48,070
And yeah, you're going to help.

1409
01:08:48,210 --> 01:08:48,410
Okay?

1410
01:08:48,411 --> 01:08:49,210
That's going to be so great.

1411
01:08:49,290 --> 01:08:50,490
Mom, stop your bullshit.

1412
01:08:51,945 --> 01:08:54,370
Every time you get into this shit,
I get fucked.

1413
01:08:57,470 --> 01:08:58,350
I'm done.

1414
01:08:58,351 --> 01:08:59,351
I'm done.

1415
01:09:00,530 --> 01:09:01,850
Why do you keep doing this to me?

1416
01:09:03,460 --> 01:09:04,740
You're supposed to be my mother.

1417
01:09:04,850 --> 01:09:06,130
You're supposed to be my mother.

1418
01:09:09,690 --> 01:09:11,160
Please, just listen to Taylor.

1419
01:09:43,200 --> 01:09:43,640
Taylor.

1420
01:09:43,660 --> 01:09:44,740
Taylor, where are we going?

1421
01:09:45,200 --> 01:09:46,200
Home.

1422
01:09:50,220 --> 01:09:51,220
That's a good idea.

1423
01:09:53,180 --> 01:09:54,960
Boy, am I glad to hear you say that.

1424
01:10:11,660 --> 01:10:14,760
Me and your dad can explain the whole
spanking thing to your mom.

1425
01:10:15,000 --> 01:10:16,200
I'm sure she'll get past it.

1426
01:10:16,400 --> 01:10:16,900
You think?

1427
01:10:17,200 --> 01:10:18,200
Oh, sure.

1428
01:10:18,440 --> 01:10:20,500
Women get over stuff like that in a
heartbeat.

1429
01:10:20,860 --> 01:10:21,860
They do?

1430
01:10:23,500 --> 01:10:25,060
I've been giving this a lot of thought.

1431
01:10:25,280 --> 01:10:29,660
You and I should just get it over with and
get married already.

1432
01:10:31,240 --> 01:10:32,240
I'm serious.

1433
01:10:32,920 --> 01:10:35,636
You know, guys like you don't come down
the pike every day, you know?

1434
01:10:35,660 --> 01:10:36,660
Bruh, thanks.

1435
01:10:36,800 --> 01:10:38,565
I don't have all the
time in the world to sit

1436
01:10:38,566 --> 01:10:41,461
around waiting for the
older version of you.

1437
01:10:41,760 --> 01:10:43,160
And you've really proven yourself.

1438
01:10:44,080 --> 01:10:46,600
I know you can take care of Willie when he
comes looking for me.

1439
01:10:54,520 --> 01:10:55,520
She gone.

1440
01:10:56,020 --> 01:10:57,020
Hey.

1441
01:11:04,375 --> 01:11:05,375
Boy, you reckon she went.

1442
01:11:22,760 --> 01:11:23,980
Let's do it.

1443
01:11:24,760 --> 01:11:26,080
I was thinking...

1444
01:11:26,820 --> 01:11:29,160
maybe we move on down to Clearwater.

1445
01:11:30,120 --> 01:11:30,640
Clearwater?

1446
01:11:30,900 --> 01:11:31,900
Yeah.

1447
01:11:32,820 --> 01:11:34,200
You can get a job.

1448
01:11:34,580 --> 01:11:37,380
You know, working on, like, a boat.

1449
01:11:37,500 --> 01:11:38,440
It's pretty low stress.

1450
01:11:38,441 --> 01:11:40,040
What with your ticker and whatnot.

1451
01:11:40,780 --> 01:11:41,780
Right.

1452
01:11:42,120 --> 01:11:43,120
A boat.

1453
01:11:43,340 --> 01:11:44,000
What not.

1454
01:11:44,260 --> 01:11:45,260
And then we have a baby.

1455
01:11:45,600 --> 01:11:46,040
Wow.

1456
01:11:46,360 --> 01:11:47,400
And right away.

1457
01:11:47,875 --> 01:11:50,600
Like I say, I don't have all the time in
the world.

1458
01:11:50,860 --> 01:11:51,860
Right.

1459
01:11:52,060 --> 01:11:53,060
Like you said.

1460
01:11:53,120 --> 01:11:55,840
Now, a baby can really do a number on your
finances.

1461
01:11:56,140 --> 01:11:58,540
But I think I've got that covered.

1462
01:11:58,980 --> 01:12:00,100
I know a couple guys.

1463
01:12:00,680 --> 01:12:01,680
From the old days.

1464
01:12:01,800 --> 01:12:03,000
Who live down in Clearwater.

1465
01:12:03,260 --> 01:12:04,480
And one of them has a club.

1466
01:12:05,520 --> 01:12:07,660
And, you know, I could do a little
dancing.

1467
01:12:07,900 --> 01:12:10,560
You know, just a few lap dances.

1468
01:12:10,940 --> 01:12:11,940
Every now and then.

1469
01:12:12,300 --> 01:12:14,220
Just to help pay for the rent.

1470
01:12:22,300 --> 01:12:23,300
Are you okay?

1471
01:12:23,800 --> 01:12:25,460
Uh, I don't think I can drive.

1472
01:12:25,680 --> 01:12:26,220
Okay, okay.

1473
01:12:26,360 --> 01:12:27,000
Okay, don't panic.

1474
01:12:27,200 --> 01:12:27,460
Bobby?

1475
01:12:28,100 --> 01:12:28,860
Bobby, wake up.

1476
01:12:29,000 --> 01:12:29,360
What?

1477
01:12:29,400 --> 01:12:30,000
It's happening again.

1478
01:12:30,220 --> 01:12:31,220
What's happening?

1479
01:12:31,520 --> 01:12:32,520
It's his heart!

1480
01:12:32,680 --> 01:12:33,800
What's wrong with his heart?

1481
01:12:33,980 --> 01:12:34,780
Okay, just slow down.

1482
01:12:34,840 --> 01:12:35,840
I'll drive.

1483
01:12:38,060 --> 01:12:38,360
Okay.

1484
01:12:38,920 --> 01:12:39,580
Slow down.

1485
01:12:39,600 --> 01:12:39,920
Just stop.

1486
01:12:39,980 --> 01:12:40,600
Just stop right here.

1487
01:12:40,640 --> 01:12:41,640
It's fine.

1488
01:12:43,280 --> 01:12:43,640
Taylor!

1489
01:12:43,641 --> 01:12:44,780
What's wrong with you?

1490
01:12:44,960 --> 01:12:45,940
I thought you guys were friends.

1491
01:12:45,980 --> 01:12:46,800
You haven't talked about this?

1492
01:12:46,900 --> 01:12:47,280
I don't know.

1493
01:12:47,820 --> 01:12:48,820
Hey.

1494
01:12:55,040 --> 01:12:56,040
Oh my God.

1495
01:12:56,440 --> 01:12:56,960
Come on.

1496
01:12:57,360 --> 01:12:58,520
You're gonna have to help me.

1497
01:12:58,680 --> 01:13:01,160
This is a really, really bad one.

1498
01:13:02,680 --> 01:13:03,680
It's

1499
01:13:24,760 --> 01:13:25,760
down here right now.

1500
01:13:26,170 --> 01:13:27,170
You just turn right...

1501
01:13:28,200 --> 01:13:28,560
Willie?

1502
01:13:29,220 --> 01:13:29,660
Spanky?

1503
01:13:30,000 --> 01:13:31,100
Oh, man.

1504
01:13:31,800 --> 01:13:32,580
Ain't this a big one?

1505
01:13:32,581 --> 01:13:34,600
You're a sight for sore eyes.

1506
01:13:34,740 --> 01:13:35,260
Look at you.

1507
01:13:35,500 --> 01:13:35,580
Oh, shit.

1508
01:13:35,740 --> 01:13:38,236
What the goddamn hell you doing in a fancy
place like this, Spanky?

1509
01:13:38,260 --> 01:13:39,980
Excuse me?

1510
01:13:40,430 --> 01:13:41,520
Darling, this is Willie.

1511
01:13:41,965 --> 01:13:42,965
A friend of Spanky's.

1512
01:13:43,155 --> 01:13:44,240
Who's Spanky?

1513
01:13:44,300 --> 01:13:45,300
Well, he is.

1514
01:13:47,560 --> 01:13:48,960
Spanky, I ain't seen you in...

1515
01:13:49,210 --> 01:13:51,020
Hey, fuck you, Spanky!

1516
01:13:51,370 --> 01:13:53,440
You the one gave my girl that old fag
book.

1517
01:13:53,720 --> 01:13:54,620
I beg your pardon?

1518
01:13:54,621 --> 01:13:56,340
Yeah, the one about praying to fuck off.

1519
01:13:56,420 --> 01:13:57,420
She done up and ran off.

1520
01:13:57,810 --> 01:13:58,920
Now, fag book?

1521
01:13:59,040 --> 01:13:59,940
Now, sit here, Willie.

1522
01:14:00,060 --> 01:14:01,140
I dare you to read it.

1523
01:14:01,180 --> 01:14:03,460
Why don't you double dare him,
Spanky?

1524
01:14:03,805 --> 01:14:05,500
Everybody, shut the fuck up.

1525
01:14:05,540 --> 01:14:07,540
I'm gonna cut the shit out of you,
Spanky.

1526
01:14:07,580 --> 01:14:11,700
And then, I'm gonna take this here fine,
sexy piece of elder trim out to my ride.

1527
01:14:11,820 --> 01:14:14,580
I got the devil with me, and I hear he
likes the white.

1528
01:14:17,940 --> 01:14:19,080
Now, what the hell?

1529
01:14:19,260 --> 01:14:21,420
You gonna make me lose my damn temper,
Spanky?

1530
01:14:24,470 --> 01:14:25,470
You cut off my tooth.

1531
01:14:28,180 --> 01:14:29,660
You cut off my motherfuckin' toe!

1532
01:14:30,040 --> 01:14:31,040
Oh, my God.

1533
01:14:32,860 --> 01:14:33,580
Oh, shit!

1534
01:14:33,840 --> 01:14:36,140
Nigga, you done cut off my damn toe!

1535
01:14:36,160 --> 01:14:36,600
I'm sorry, Willie.

1536
01:14:36,760 --> 01:14:38,480
I didn't have my glasses.

1537
01:14:38,580 --> 01:14:39,980
I'm sorry.

1538
01:14:40,840 --> 01:14:41,420
You know what?

1539
01:14:41,760 --> 01:14:45,276
While you were attacking my family... You
didn't really walk down the beach for ever.

1540
01:14:45,300 --> 01:14:46,300
Oh, my God!

1541
01:14:46,500 --> 01:14:47,500
I got the tooth!

1542
01:14:48,240 --> 01:14:49,240
All right.

1543
01:14:50,100 --> 01:14:51,140
Right here in front of us.

1544
01:14:51,580 --> 01:14:52,740
Right here in front, okay?

1545
01:14:52,741 --> 01:14:53,741
That was, uh...

1546
01:14:54,700 --> 01:14:55,700
They're turning me.

1547
01:14:56,000 --> 01:14:56,520
Here we go.

1548
01:14:56,600 --> 01:14:57,600
Here we go.

1549
01:14:58,000 --> 01:14:59,000
You hold on.

1550
01:14:59,040 --> 01:15:02,840
I'm just gonna... Why don't
you come over and grab me?

1551
01:15:02,841 --> 01:15:03,160
I got it.

1552
01:15:03,161 --> 01:15:03,460
I got it.

1553
01:15:03,461 --> 01:15:04,020
I got you.

1554
01:15:04,021 --> 01:15:04,820
I got you.

1555
01:15:04,821 --> 01:15:06,240
I got you.

1556
01:15:06,300 --> 01:15:06,700
Willie?

1557
01:15:07,100 --> 01:15:07,520
Taylor?

1558
01:15:07,680 --> 01:15:08,000
Crystal?

1559
01:15:08,180 --> 01:15:08,660
What happened?

1560
01:15:09,000 --> 01:15:10,000
Holy shit!

1561
01:15:10,040 --> 01:15:10,720
There's more of us?

1562
01:15:10,940 --> 01:15:11,940
We have his toe.

1563
01:15:12,000 --> 01:15:12,760
Fuck his toe!

1564
01:15:12,860 --> 01:15:13,860
Where's my Escalade?

1565
01:15:13,970 --> 01:15:16,260
Nurse, get that carjacker into whole
water.

1566
01:15:16,540 --> 01:15:17,980
Can I get an orderly out here?

1567
01:15:18,260 --> 01:15:19,260
Jesus Christ!

1568
01:15:19,690 --> 01:15:21,700
Am I the only effin' doctor in this whole
effin' house?

1569
01:15:21,701 --> 01:15:22,701
Crystal!

1570
01:15:23,480 --> 01:15:25,520
What is... What's going on?

1571
01:15:27,260 --> 01:15:28,260
Okay.

1572
01:15:30,530 --> 01:15:31,530
Excuse me!

1573
01:15:35,260 --> 01:15:36,560
Set up the ATP.

1574
01:15:36,820 --> 01:15:37,820
220.

1575
01:15:38,140 --> 01:15:39,140
240.

1576
01:15:41,680 --> 01:15:42,880
Jesus Christ!

1577
01:15:43,180 --> 01:15:43,460
250.

1578
01:15:43,820 --> 01:15:44,540
60, please.

1579
01:15:44,780 --> 01:15:45,780
Just breathe.

1580
01:15:46,580 --> 01:15:47,940
No, I don't want ATP!

1581
01:15:48,200 --> 01:15:50,460
Taylor, take a breath.

1582
01:15:50,500 --> 01:15:51,500
Are you listening to me?

1583
01:15:51,700 --> 01:15:52,200
Let's go now.

1584
01:15:52,240 --> 01:15:52,780
Come on.

1585
01:15:52,960 --> 01:15:55,300
Let's get that ATP rolling, all right?

1586
01:15:55,380 --> 01:15:55,920
Let's go.

1587
01:15:55,960 --> 01:15:56,640
And statter.

1588
01:15:56,660 --> 01:15:58,020
This place is gonna be in trouble.

1589
01:15:58,140 --> 01:15:59,140
Oh, God.

1590
01:15:59,320 --> 01:16:00,320
No,

1591
01:16:04,990 --> 01:16:05,170
no.

1592
01:16:05,210 --> 01:16:06,210
Wait, wait, wait, wait.

1593
01:16:07,550 --> 01:16:08,550
You can do this, Taylor.

1594
01:16:09,210 --> 01:16:10,350
I swear to God.

1595
01:16:10,650 --> 01:16:11,650
You don't need that.

1596
01:16:14,430 --> 01:16:15,590
It's your heart, baby.

1597
01:16:19,130 --> 01:16:20,130
You can.

1598
01:16:24,490 --> 01:16:25,490
Just breathe.

1599
01:16:25,570 --> 01:16:26,570
And listen to me.

1600
01:16:27,150 --> 01:16:28,150
Okay?

1601
01:16:30,210 --> 01:16:31,210
It's just...

1602
01:16:31,910 --> 01:16:32,910
fear.

1603
01:16:51,450 --> 01:16:52,450
That's right.

1604
01:16:52,570 --> 01:16:53,570
Breathe.

1605
01:16:59,360 --> 01:17:00,360
90.

1606
01:17:04,300 --> 01:17:05,300
80 and dropping.

1607
01:17:05,520 --> 01:17:06,520
That's right, baby.

1608
01:17:07,620 --> 01:17:08,800
Nicely done, Miss Bryant.

1609
01:17:09,140 --> 01:17:10,140
We're out of the woods.

1610
01:17:34,130 --> 01:17:35,810
Is every day in the Arbor House like this?

1611
01:17:36,270 --> 01:17:37,270
This is nothing.

1612
01:17:37,895 --> 01:17:39,095
You ought to see the holidays.

1613
01:17:40,550 --> 01:17:42,031
Well... Ha, ha, ha.

1614
01:17:51,590 --> 01:17:52,590
Hey.

1615
01:17:53,450 --> 01:17:54,450
Hey.

1616
01:17:56,970 --> 01:17:58,130
I need to tell you something.

1617
01:18:00,050 --> 01:18:02,270
I feel sort of ashamed about that whole Bo
charade.

1618
01:18:02,510 --> 01:18:03,510
It's all right.

1619
01:18:04,530 --> 01:18:05,810
I like you a lot better than Bo.

1620
01:18:07,950 --> 01:18:08,950
Hi.

1621
01:18:10,020 --> 01:18:11,020
My name's Taylor.

1622
01:18:11,810 --> 01:18:12,910
And I'm an alcoholic.

1623
01:18:15,430 --> 01:18:16,970
You actually sound proud of that.

1624
01:18:20,510 --> 01:18:24,050
What if a guy took a couple of Xanax every
now and then if he couldn't sleep?

1625
01:18:25,960 --> 01:18:26,960
How old are you?

1626
01:18:27,130 --> 01:18:28,990
A bottle of red wine with dinner.

1627
01:18:29,985 --> 01:18:32,430
I'm a very old soul.

1628
01:18:33,250 --> 01:18:35,150
A Vicodin or two with my Sunday paper.

1629
01:18:35,710 --> 01:18:36,750
I'm always gonna love you.

1630
01:18:38,490 --> 01:18:39,490
Always.

1631
01:18:42,520 --> 01:18:43,520
In Clearwater.

1632
01:18:44,920 --> 01:18:45,920
What do you think?

1633
01:18:46,870 --> 01:18:48,110
I think I might have a problem.

1634
01:18:48,940 --> 01:18:51,420
It occurs to me that falling in love is a
lot like dreaming.

1635
01:18:54,140 --> 01:18:55,820
And I don't want to wake up in Clearwater.

1636
01:18:58,660 --> 01:18:59,660
I'm sorry.

1637
01:19:01,580 --> 01:19:02,620
I'm really, really sorry.

1638
01:19:22,270 --> 01:19:22,790
Doctor.

1639
01:19:23,090 --> 01:19:23,610
Yeah?

1640
01:19:23,805 --> 01:19:24,450
Our son.

1641
01:19:24,690 --> 01:19:25,210
Who?

1642
01:19:25,590 --> 01:19:26,110
Taylor?

1643
01:19:26,210 --> 01:19:27,210
Taylor Ogburn.

1644
01:19:27,860 --> 01:19:29,290
Everything is just peachy.

1645
01:19:29,410 --> 01:19:29,850
Peachy?

1646
01:19:30,230 --> 01:19:31,350
Is that like a medical term?

1647
01:19:31,770 --> 01:19:32,590
He's okay.

1648
01:19:32,650 --> 01:19:33,430
He's sleeping.

1649
01:19:33,590 --> 01:19:35,030
We just need to watch him overnight.

1650
01:19:35,660 --> 01:19:36,740
Y'all should get some rest.

1651
01:19:36,770 --> 01:19:38,250
He's being discharged in the morning.

1652
01:19:38,690 --> 01:19:39,690
Well.

1653
01:19:40,830 --> 01:19:41,470
Shall we?

1654
01:19:41,850 --> 01:19:43,090
Yes, yes, yes, yes.

1655
01:20:06,630 --> 01:20:07,630
You alright, dear?

1656
01:20:27,740 --> 01:20:28,740
I need help.

1657
01:20:45,590 --> 01:20:46,660
I do have a problem.

1658
01:20:47,130 --> 01:20:48,460
I most definitely have a problem.

1659
01:20:49,960 --> 01:20:51,560
I think I might need to go to a meeting.

1660
01:20:53,070 --> 01:20:54,110
Tonight we're gonna party.

1661
01:20:54,650 --> 01:20:56,256
And tomorrow we're gonna go to a meeting.

1662
01:20:56,280 --> 01:20:57,280
First meeting.

1663
01:20:57,430 --> 01:20:58,680
And tomorrow the next thing.

1664
01:20:58,800 --> 01:20:59,800
One of them.

1665
01:21:01,000 --> 01:21:02,000
I'll go then.

1666
01:21:02,220 --> 01:21:03,460
We're gonna go to two meetings.

1667
01:21:03,500 --> 01:21:04,500
I don't know.

1668
01:21:19,560 --> 01:21:20,560
I'll call y'all.

1669
01:21:23,900 --> 01:21:25,546
Not sure when they're gonna let me use a
phone.

1670
01:21:25,570 --> 01:21:26,360
So don't wait by it.

1671
01:21:26,510 --> 01:21:27,860
But I'll check in.

1672
01:21:37,160 --> 01:21:38,160
Hey.

1673
01:21:38,200 --> 01:21:39,200
Hey.

1674
01:21:47,290 --> 01:21:47,690
I'm sorry.

1675
01:21:47,691 --> 01:21:49,091
I didn't want it to seem more true.

1676
01:21:50,390 --> 01:21:51,190
But I'm sorry.

1677
01:21:51,230 --> 01:21:52,870
I'm the one that you got stuck with,
baby.

1678
01:21:53,550 --> 01:21:54,550
I'm not.

1679
01:21:56,930 --> 01:21:57,930
I'm not.

1680
01:22:00,090 --> 01:22:01,090
Come here.

1681
01:22:15,610 --> 01:22:16,610
I love you.

1682
01:22:17,130 --> 01:22:18,250
I love you too.

1683
01:22:41,940 --> 01:22:42,940
It's really cool.

1684
01:22:43,570 --> 01:22:45,530
That Bobby stays with you guys for a
little while.

1685
01:22:46,000 --> 01:22:46,640
For a little while.

1686
01:22:46,920 --> 01:22:47,920
For a lot of while.

1687
01:22:48,760 --> 01:22:49,760
Whatever.

1688
01:22:54,520 --> 01:22:55,520
Thank you.

1689
01:22:59,435 --> 01:23:00,480
I'll be back in six weeks.

1690
01:23:03,820 --> 01:23:05,020
You take care of Bobby for me.

1691
01:23:05,760 --> 01:23:06,760
I swear.

1692
01:23:11,210 --> 01:23:12,516
I'll take care of that heart of yours too.

1693
01:23:12,540 --> 01:23:13,540
Okay?

1694
01:23:14,320 --> 01:23:15,320
Down

1695
01:23:47,000 --> 01:23:53,360
the lane, a million or so thrushes are
bursting into sweet demented song.

1696
01:23:54,305 --> 01:23:56,720
And there are cattails on the willow
bushes.

1697
01:23:57,680 --> 01:24:02,640
And evenings are green again, are green
and long.

1698
01:24:03,800 --> 01:24:10,141
And wouldn't you think I'd be used to
hearing all the noisy clamorings of spring?

1699
01:24:10,530 --> 01:24:17,840
And would have learned by now this April
veering of wings and buds of hours

1700
01:24:18,140 --> 01:24:19,140
lengthening?

1701
01:24:21,060 --> 01:24:22,060
Oh, I know it well.

1702
01:24:22,410 --> 01:24:28,720
With ears and eyes it's my old heart that
still stammers with surprise.